shes in love

2011-09-14T01:23:00.000+08:00

well guess what, i have moved!

ehmiraah.onsugar.com :)

2010-07-31T02:18:00.001+08:00

when onsugar turns me off, i go to blogger.

when blogger turns me off, i go to onsugar.

but when both turns me off, i go to no one. =/

2010-05-30T14:47:00.002+08:00

my parents are so funny. i suffer a terrible stomach ache after eating lunch with them and baddiew in front of the tv.

bad and i told our parents that we wanted to join Cardio Pilate, then we asked my mom if she wna join us. then she say, "course ape tu? kopi eh?" hahaha! klaka lah siaa! the moment she heard piLATE, she thought of LATTE. hahahaha! i really cant stop laughing!

then we were talking about moustache. ibu then started talking about her teacher dulu had long moustache until the lips that when he eat durian, the durians sticks to his moustache! then i say "eh ibu eat durian with teacher!! mentel-licious eh!" then my dad had to add, "oouhhh. elehh, gatal-licious ehh!!" hahaha! dah pandai bapak aku kacau orang!! hahaha!

okay thats it, back to studying! :D

oh btw, get well soon honey!

2010-04-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

i love you baby <3
you make me very happy tonight. :)

2010-04-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

i love my hamster, its the cutest thing in the world! hhaahaah! :D

2010-04-07T13:39:00.004+08:00

haishh. i just feel so angry and mad and disappointed and everything else that has a negative feeling or emotion to it right now!! its irritating when u already have so much plans on what to do today/tmr or whenever, and then the other party or you, or whoever doesnt keep up to it. its frustrating. why make so much plans on what to do and stuffs, but end up not living it up to it? why even bother planning if u dont even wna bother doing it?

frustrating kan org2 mcm gni. if only i have the powers to send strikes of lightnings to people i would have done it. cos thats what i feel like doing. PFFFT.

2010-04-05T19:19:00.004+08:00

hello everyone! :D hehehehe. yeah i know, the last time i blogged was last year. for awhile i felt like ive lost touch with blogging. but anyway, here i am again. perhaps too bored, thats why the idea of blogging came back. :)

i read a book titled Beautiful Child, and halfway reading, i thought to myself, "hey why not i start to blog again by giving this book a book review?"
so yeah, im done reading the book, and im gna give a review. okay what am i talking.

so let me start, by saying that this book is superbly good and touching! two thumbs up! it is a story of a child (Venus) trapped in silence and a teacher (Ms. Hayden) who refused to give up on her. but along the way, there are other students who has different disabilities that she had to encounter. one of her students is Billy. he's my favourite character in this book. he's so cute and slumber. ive picked out a few scenes to share with you guys, to show how cute Billy is. if not, atleast to me.

scene #1 :

Billy arrived that morning, he was clutching a brightly wrapped blob of a gift.

"this is for you, Teacher. i bought it myself."

"how thoughtful, Billy. thank you so much. i'll really look forward to opening this."

"open it now.."

"dont you think i should wait until christmas?"

no! open it now. i want to watch you open it i want you to see what it is!"

smiling, i undid the ribbon, the irregular-shaped package had been literally mummified in scotch tape, so i picked up the scissors and carefully cut through the wrapping. inside was a statue of a grey cat about a foot high made from glazed pottery.

"how beautiful, Billy. thank you so much."

Billy was grinning ear to ear.
"i bought that myself. i paid my own money for it. know how much it cost?" he didnt wait for a reply,
"one dollar and ninety-nine cents. i bought it at the Dollar store. everything there is supposed to cost a dollar. but this was one of their expensive gifts. and i got it myself with my own money."

"Well thank you so much Billy. i like cats a lot, so im pleased to have such a nice cat statue. when i get home, i'll find a special place to set it up."

"yeah, i thought that." he picked up the cat and caressed it lovingly.
"i thought 'Teacher'd like this.' " he looked up.
"i really did think that. i was thinking of you."

scene #2 :

besides the special class he had to attend to, which was ms hayden's class, he attended AP classes which is for the normal people. but only for a certain subject. kinda like we have different modules... so this AP class of his had a carnival fair, and he invited his friends and teacher from the special class to come over and visit his booth. at this booth, they had this game whereby u hafta pay a few cents to play a game. kinda like charity..? so yeah.. here's what happened.

he reached over and grabbed my arm, "here, take a chance. me and jesse (another student from the special class) set this one up. take a chance. you can do it for free. i gave Mrs. Sprang (his AP form teacher) a dollar so that all my friends could have a go."

scene #3 :

Billy and Jesse were talking about kids being dead, when the heard the news that Venus was in the hospital, unconscious.

"there's lots of ways you can get dead," Jesse said.

both boys were thoughtful for a long moment, and then Billy looked over at me.
"what happens to you when you die?"

i smiled gently. "i wish i knew, Billy, but i dont."

"you should, you're a teacher." he replied. there wasnt the note of teasing in his voice i'd expected. he looked at me earnestly.

"sadly, just because im a teacher doesnt mean i have the answers to everything. i dont. no one does." i replied.

"but you could look it up.....," he said, his tone rising toward the end of the phrase hopefully.
"isnt there some place special where teachers can look stuff up?"

so basically that is it. but seriously, isnt Billy like the sweetest, cutest, most thoughtful student? i think he is. :) and mind you, he is only nine years old, he had the sleek, sturdy musculature of a weasel and a fierce aggressiveness to match. he has an explosive temper and a very bad mouth. which was the reason why he was transferred to the special class, cos he's always getting into fights. :)

reading this book also reminded me the reason why i am in the course i am now. i mean, not that i have to face with disabled students, cos i dont think they study F&n? but i think i could have some students who are aggressive and short tempered like him. i do have classmates like Billy, say, ZHI GUANG? ahahahah!! :p

okay so thats it, long post it is. but yeah, goodnight. :)

2009-09-18T14:07:00.001+08:00

some people just dont know how to differentiate between whats joke, and whats not. trust u people to be older, and maturer then me.. haish.. :'(

2009-08-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

happy or what! today was our last day for exams AND school, for the semester.
-.- but still, HOOORAAAYY! and we decided to go break fast together as a class. :D

all of us went back home to rest. some get themselves some sleep after sleepless nights studying for papers. i met him at poser land at arnd 4 to go tamp 1 to get our stuff. :D then head on the train at arnd 5 to meet with the classmates. the ones who've reached was only wee, khai and i. -.- hahaah.

wahh cheyy. zafirah bergaya lah pada hari ini.. weewiitt! nk impress sape aje tau. ;P my classmates would've understand. :D hehehe, jgn marah firah. joking aje. so by 6, everyone was already there. so, we made a move, a loooooooonnggg walk to the singapore flyer's popeyes.

when we were queing up, shah asked all of us one by one what we were doing at home. some said they were playing computer, some said nothing, most said sleeping, but when shah asked me, i said i was hannah montana-ing. and they all laughed. -.- hahahaah, didnt know it was so funny. and they kept bringing it up. hhahha. cute lah my classmates. :D

we spent some time at popeyes, then we left to walk around the flyer area. took some pics. then walk off towards this particular place. i forgot the name. but its where those gigs were held. dekat ngn esplanade. some beat- something. tsk. frustrating.

slacked there for awhile, it was really nice at night. so breezy :D mcm boleh tido pat situ jugak. haahaha. arnd 10.30, wee, nadh, khai and i left for city hall train. cos the rest already went home earlier. hehh..

so yeah, basically that was it. we had great moments. whenever there's shah and me, u can never win an argument. hahaha. cos we make really good partners. :D we are also partners in doing stupid stuffs. n i really mean stupid. haahhaha! we go up and down the stairs with our legs going the opposite ways and stuffs. mcm2 ah..

but the important thing is we all had fun. :D
so, goodnight everyone.

2009-08-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

earlier this semester in my new sch, i joined nira nyertika, a female dikir barat group in my sch. :D hehehe. i know, doesnt seem like its so me kan. even when i told my classmates u just knew me for weeks couldnt believe it. one even said "u looked more like the tarian type.. dikir barat like so not u.." hahaha! but yeah, i did. and i consider myself lucky, cos just as i entered, we were offered to join NDP this year! :D happy or what!

trainings was great lah. we started off later than other groups, we started only around may. in the beginning, training was held at CCK, every tues and thurs at 7pm. so after sch, most of us, esp nira rushed to CCK since some of us ends school at arnd 6pm. the participants are mixtures of groups from all around spore. :D new friends.

at CCK, we practised the song only, because the place is too small for us to practise the ragam/steps. then, as the date comes nearer, we moved to kranji camp at yewtee for our rehearsals. there, we started practising our ragams and stuffs. :D training dates gradually lessens at the date comes nearer.

then from kranji camp, comes the days when trainings are held at the marina floating platform itself! :D i was super excited lah! hahaha. i gotta admit, i had great fun with the people there, especially with nira. we played games to pass time, and i believe this bonds myself with my seniors. and also with other participants.

each training slowly becomes more proper, and i could feel for myself that it was progressing. after each training, i learned something new. we get our costumes, our steps are modified almost every single week, but every week seems more clearer for me for what i have to do on stage and all. :D and as usual, each participant get 2 tickets free for one of the previews. i bet my sisters didnt wna go, so i gave it away to some people who wants to go. heheh.

and so he went. dhan was there too. :D hehehe. kakak went too, but with her friends. -.- abeh malas nk trn. tsk.

definitely the trainings wasnt all abt fun, and just fun. there are bad times when we keeps getting shouted and scolded at for not behaving ourselves and stuffs. but we know, that by the end of the day, it was for our own good. :D

so when finally national day comes, everyone was very happy. because the day that all of us have been practising and training so hard for has finally arrived. but u bet all of us are sad deep down. but nevertheless, we were super duper hyper on the 9th of august 2009. :D

and one thing abt dikir barat is, we make every training as fun as we could. we joke arnd behaving like monkeys behind the scenes, but when we're on stage, we sure do give our best and create the most fun out of it. as u can see in the pic above, that was during the finale. hahaha! we always make the stage like as if its ours. dancing and making noise like its OUR show. :D but i sure had fun with these people.

it was really a lifetime experience being on national tv. yes, i was on tv, performing for the nation. u felt the proudness being a sporean. but like mdm nazrene say, 5 sec of fame. :D hahaha. sure nira and i are glad ndp's gna be over, cos finally we can rest after sacrificing our tues, thurs trainings for ndp show at ngee ann sec on 7th august, and our saturdays for national day. :D

goodbye! :D

2009-08-06T21:12:00.001+08:00

we finished school super early today, so we decided to spent some time at the arcade! :D hehehe, i was super excited lah! dah lame seh tk pegi arcade!

hahahaa! fat's baju so cute kan! :D
when we reached the arcade at tamp mall, we bought the card, then went off to play the games! :D

this part sucked lah. my station jammed, end up shah won. tskk. then went to claim from the counter, but i still lost to wee. -.- crap shit lah. hahaha! i suck at arcade, okay? hahahaha. then saifudin came down to join us after school. hee hee hee. zafirah and khai played that dancing thingy. i forgot the name. is it para2? hahaha! kekek nak mampos! mmg padan kalau korg jadi couple. :P

kk sorry zafirah. so yeah, thats about it today. part buat keje bodoh is always my group of people. haahaha. :D well, gdnite people!

2009-06-14T19:50:00.003+08:00

abah and ibu came home at 10 in the morning. then abah suggested that we have lunch outside, in conjunction of celebrating my belated birthday. which was already 1 month belated. haaha, but nevermind. :D

i wanted to eat chicken rice, dont know why. so i purposely suggested going to Hawa. knowing that abah phobia that place already, he then suggested somewhere else. he said that particular place was the popular one during his time when Hawa hasnt even exist. waahh. cool.

i was super excited already upon seeing the place. cos i get to be at the place where abah was like what, 20 years ago? gerek what. but when we went in, my mom and kakak starts to feel "was-was", so we went to another kedai that has the HALAL cert. -.- tsskk. spoiled my excitement.

hmph.

thats abah, and abah junior! hahahaha! :D

and yeah, thats me. duhh! -.-

okay bye people. :D

2009-06-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

boy, is today my happiest day ever or what!
today marks the last paper of term week! PHEW!
it also marks the start of my 2 weeks term break! YEEAAAYYY!

so yeah, i sacrificed my time with my classmates, to help bad and aiz in their filming for FYP. they went town, but i was stuck in a jungle. hahahaa! but nvm, i had just as much fun with the filming group. :D

we, or maybe they, all of them but me, were discussing how to carry out this particular raping scene. gees. best part was, sardine was the raper. -.- with 3 other boys.

the kampung boys who have no aims in life, and are hopeless. hahaha. :D

there. there he was kissing another girl! there he was sniffing another girl! hahaha! okay, d-rama! heart pain, still heart pain ah. but i have to keep telling myself its just filming, and he was told to do so. so yeahh. relek miraa... hmm..

sniff people already, then kene PIAAK! hahahha!! PADAN MUKE!!! =p

then step gangster, girl slap only want to rape. -.-

things were fine after everything is done. i think maybe he can act. bad says he really looks like a raper! hahahaa! maybe because of the hair lah. curly like hell. and messy also.

oh, i think syasya caught us playing pepsi-cola. -.- we were booorrreeed.

so thats it. theres another class outing coming up. and i am sure not to let that go like i did today. hahaha.

goodnigts people. :D

2009-05-15T22:53:00.001+08:00

my parents just came home from msia. and on this very day, i just had to have high fever.

woke up in the morning, my body felt diff. i kept sneezing, which meant i was down with a flu. -.- what luck. i didnt bother that much so i just head on with the normal routine and get ready for school.

by the time i reached school, i started to feel slightly feverish. but when i walked into the LT area, i saw my classmates, and they sang a birthyday song aloud. :D it was sweet. i was super paiseh. other people hanging around there waiting for the LTs to open sand along. :P hahaaha. daaaammmnnnn.

this was the bear, hp strap, and a birthday card from wirda, zafirah & fateha. thanks people! :D

so after school, met sardine at tamp interchange, and we head on to his home. he wanted me to visit his house since it has been ages since i last go there. since school starts. so yeah, i did. we sat around, we ate dinner, then i took my temp. it was 38 point something, i cant remember. hehehe. but it was escalating ah. tsktsktsk.

so anyhow, around 5-10 minutes before i wanted to head for home, his mom came into the room giving me this....

it was a bag from dickies. ahaaha, super cute. sardine said he shared the gift with his mom. hahaha, so cute. yeaaay! i got a new bag. :D haiya, so touched. dah salam all that, then i head on for home lah.

reached home, saw mom, dad, and sisters. then we took out the cake that kakak has ordered for ibu for mother's day. :D it was belated lah, cos she was away during mother's day whaat.

after the cutting of cake, i went to change my clothes. then, went back to the living room, bad asked me to close my eyes, then handed me 2 roll of mentos, with ribbons. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY! from me and kakak.." -.- hahaahaha! but guess what, i was very happy! because earlier on when i was at interchange, i wanted to get mentos but decided not to cos i didnt wna waste money. but when i got it as a bday present, i was super happy lah! :D hahahaha.

i went to the dining table to get my phone. wanted to take pics of the cake and all. just when i turn around, bad was right in front of me and said, "actually the mentos is not the present. TAADAAA!" and she handed out this.....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! roxy bag ehhh!!! fuhhh, i was soooo happy! hahaha, and excited! yeeeaaaay! another new bag! wooohooo! :D

so, despite the quizzes i had to take earlier during the day, and the high fever i had to endure in school and through the night, i am blessed with such great people in my life.

thank you, to the people who have bothered to wish me.

thank you, to the people who even bothered to buy me gifts. CST mates, sardine, and siblings. i guess my zinc bag must have begged u guys for mercy to get me a new bag since its too worn out for me to bring it to school animore. hahaha! :D

thank you, once again. =)

2009-05-13T23:26:00.001+08:00

had OBC lab today. Organic and Biological Chemistry.

firstly, wirda and i were super sad because we had to separate and change partners cos izzati just joined us, so the register no. had to go down by 1 after her name. =/ so yeah, i had to partner up with rekha. but it was okay! :D

above are the structures of methene, propene, 1-butene, 2-butene, if im not wrong. cant remember which structure is which. hehehehe. =P

the above structure, is the benzene ring. weehehehehehe. :D

and above is the, erm, toluene? damn, cant remember the name. hahaha.

so yeah, after doing the structures and all, it was time for us to do the chemical experiment. there was this one liquid stinks man. smells like gas. yuck.

quizzes have started, and im feeling the pressure. it sucks. im getting all stressed up right now. tests are coming soon. geeeess.. lack in sleeps and all. goodness, only classmates and i know what we had to go through everyday. =/ no matter how similar we are to other courses, we are still different in many ways. hmm..

so till here, goodnight peeps.

2009-05-13T00:55:00.001+08:00

my class had SFP lab today. Science in Food Preparation. so yeah, my team and i always had fun together for this lab. :D so grateful to get great team members like shah, bernice and rekha. hehehehe.

so for today, we were suppose to do an experiment on different methods of cooking on potatoes. so yeah, my team and i were tasked to do on baking and sauteing. weeehehee. so much fun! after the fun part comes the theory part. zzzz.. then we had post-lab. then we were released. :D

but my day doesnt end till then only. after lab, hamizah and i head on to tamp mrt station and wait for the rest. we had to go to kranji camp this time for our training. the whole thing ended at 10. i reached home at 12.30am! aiyoo. so tired. moreover, i had test the next day, which is today, actually! =/

if mdm ong sees this, i think we are dead. hehehe.

till here peeps. take care.

* and oh, happy 18th, idiot. :D

2009-05-03T14:39:00.001+08:00

hello!! :D hmm, after 2 weeks of sch so far, everything is going on fine. just that im quite shocked in the beginning when i found out i'd be studying chem, bio, and physics. =/ daaammnnn..

well, first week was fine, great, and very slack. hahaha, labs, tuts, or lecs are cancelled here and there. but come 2nd week, we were a little bit more tight. and the coming 3rd week, VERY TIGHT! hahaha! theres gna be labs, tuts, and lecs, no other excuses or reasons for us. =(

there was this one time in the 1st week when my class had 4 hours break! we went to grab our lunch at design school, and went to the library to watch movie. hahaha! waste time. =P

abah was browsing through my MSt1, then he said "ahhh, padan muke kau! amek kau A maths! " -.- thanks dad. im trying my best actually to cope with the bio and maths subjects. lucky for me i have great friends around whom are always there to re-explain it to me whenever they heard me cursing to myself. hehehee, thanks peeps. =)

my classmate hamizah/zafirah LOVES to snap pics of me. even when im eating, talking, or whatever. hehehe, paparazzi betol.. the pic above is one of it, but i managed to smile. muahaha.

my weeks to come are gna be busy, damn hectic. anything just text me aites. and i know this post is boring, but yeah. i got other stuffs to do. so, i got to go, and look for my eyeliner that has gone missing. -.- hehehe. okay shut up.

bye everyone.
happy schooling. -.-

2009-04-02T20:19:00.004+08:00

* so long time ago picture, it was few days before the may olevel mt paper. hehehe.

well, it was at 3pm when she texted me, ajak-ing me and din to go bowling with her and lee. :D cheyy cheyy. hahaha. upon receiving that msg, i straight away made a move. hahaha. reached ehub, met up with lee and iqa, then we proceeded to playing bowling.

mak kau, i tell you. hahaha, i totally sucked at bowling man! haahaha. ive nvr played it before, so it was kinda kekok and all weird for me. nvm, still learning. atleast i got the will to learn. herh. hehehe. :D

boy i tell you, lee was good man.. haahaha. chis, not fair. ni dah season sngt ni ngn bowling.. tsk.

we played just one game, after that we went to macd for an early dinner, then all of us went home. :D
thats it laa. but it was gerek ah. iqa and i were laughing so badly, that i got scolded for not behaving myself. =( thanks iqa. hehehe.

okay thats all, byebye.

2009-03-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

arnd 4plus, i cycled to mich's house to give her a box of cereal that bad and mom bought wrongly pat mustapha. -.- waited for her downstairs, skali dpt tau member tngh masak lahh. then i went up, i thought her rumah was on the 5th floor, skali 4th. hehehe. cant really remember, but i got it right still lahh. =/ gave her the cereals, then cycled to his void deck and waited for him to come down.

then we went to westplaza cos he wna settle some stuffs, then we cycled to pasir ris park through sungai api api. hehehe. seram oi cycle pat bwh bridge. naseb petang, lau malam, tak sanggup. cycle until the web there. and rested. :D

after getting a call from bad, saying that they're ordering pizza hut, then i decided to go on home. :D hehh. we cycled home, through downtown. fuhh, pnat seh part naek looooooooooooonnngggggg slope at istighfar and LP area. =/

today's cloud was beautiful. i hope to get the C905 phone soon so that i can take scenic pictures more clearly. :D but i have to hope that TP sends me a letter soon also lah. if not i wont be schooling seh for like what, a year? chis.

overall today was fun, and irritating. hehh. it was a good exercise for me, but the pizza didnt help. -.- hahaha.

so till here, goodnight everyone. :)

oohhh, and today marks our 1 year since we first met. hahaha, seems like we just met a few months ago aje.. time really flies man.. and im glad we're still together, happy. :D no regrets abt someone leaving me animore. cos well, thats the past.

2009-03-26T09:16:00.002+08:00

my sisters and i found out that this cute little binatang was hurt from the cheek, to the leg, and to the chin area. must be from fighting with hammy. tsk. so my sisters and i decided to separate them, since they cant get along most of the time. haiyaa. we put milton in a tissue box, and i cover the top with scotch towel, with some small holes. i secured it with scotch tape. wahh, sounds so scottish. hahaha. =p

anw, i was on the phone with sardine. :D hehehe. ooohh i love sardine, u know? hehehe. "yummy.." okay anw, i went to the kitchen to have a light supper. erm, is doughnuts considered light? =/ alaa, anw when i came back into the room, i noticed that the top was loose. i told sardine how confused i was. but i didnt took much care and put the tissue box back down. thats when i saw this binatang at my room door, STARING BACK AT ME!! omg, u dont know how panic i was! cekik darah punyer budak/binatang!

i stood up straight from my bed and shouted, "BAD!! MILTON CABOT!!" and i went to the door to get him. then he ran to the balcony door. lucky the door was closed, so he couldnt get into the balcony. phew! got him and put him back in the tissue box. this time i replaced the scotch towel, with only one super tiny hole. and tape it all arnd the box. super secure.

i hate to say this but the next morning, at 5plus, kak woke me up saying milton is GONE!!! arghhh!!! i looked at the hole, and it was bigger than what i have poked for him. alaamaakk. drama siaa. kak and i decided to keep it to ourself cos if not ibu confirm bising. we searched, but soon cannot be bothered animore. hahaha. i laid back on my bed, but my mind was not in peace. i kept thinking of milton, where he was, how is he, whether his dead eaten by a cat or ape.. hehehe.

at 8plus, ibu came into my room and saw the tissue box empty. then start lah the siren. aiyaaa. she nag nag nag, say im not responsible? ehh, im not the only one ape the owner. tsk. i did what i could seh. ala whatever lah. then few minutes later, bad shouted "ADIK!! MILTON PAT SINI!! CEPAAT!! AHHH!!"
hahaha, i ran into her room with the tissue box with me. cos she was scared to catch the hamster. -.- dont mention hold.. i didnt want to straight away terkam the hamster, just when he smelled my hand, he ran away to her bed! hahahaah. omg, punyer lah seksa nk catch ni milton, he's very fast. and small. but end up dpt catch ah, and we put him in a shoe box instead. hmph.

bad suggest we place milton in the cage with hammy, for detention for running away. hahaha, mati sia milton tu mcm. so much drama early in the morning. hahaha.

okay thats it, long post eyy? :D
good morning people. :D

2009-03-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

went swimming with ibu and bad at downtown early in the morning. ibu asked me to teach her swimming, cos bad was too fierce for her yesterday. hhahaha!

thats my ibu. hehehe, cute eh? bwk backpack, mcm budak2. :D

after one hour of rendam-ing in the pool, we left the pool, collect our belongings and left for the toilet. cos its gna hujan already. then got this one lifeguard, ader hati nk mengurat orang. chis. naseb ader rupa, if not i push him into the pool already. kan bad? hahaa.

oh, ibu also made a new friend in the pool. hahaha. funny lah. nvm, u guys wont understand. hmm... then after bathing sme, we went to eat. -.- hhaha, i know, defeats the whole purpose of swimming. tapi ader exercise jgk apee...

then pat food court tu, nmpk haziq. heh, surprised that he actually recognised me despite the weird way i wear my specs. :P

after that went to ntuc ehub, bought some baking stuffs :D and some barang dapur also. then went to TM to teman bad carik her MKA book. abeh tkde. -.- alaamaakk.

okay thats it.
byebye people!
have fun, sch starting soooonn! =)

2009-03-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

i know the blog has been left super dead since dont know when also. i cant quite be bothered with blogging animore. hehehe. but aniway no exciting events happening also, so nothing much to blog about. but today, i do have something nice to blog about, so yeah, here i am..

last month, i think, kakak brought home a cute, for what we think is little, hamster that we called hammy. :D cute kan? hehehe.

been spending much time with family now, especially every of our weekends. =) so today, we went out for dinner, and also decided to buy a friend for hammy. my sisters and i have decided to call the new hamster milton. hahaha,
hammy + milton = ?? HAMILTON! hahahaha, bad was inspired by lewis hamilton. kesian tu racer, everytime we see his face, it reminds us of our hamsters. hahahaha. =p muke hamster. hahaha.

kakak doesnt want her pic to be taken, so ya, only bad and i. :D i like to go out with my family cos we usually make ourself dress up. even if the dinner was only at a coffeeshop at afghan. hahaaha! but as girls, sape yg tk suke dress up kan? skali skale lagi. =)

after buying milton, which is super duper cute, (and we thought hammy was very small. -.- ) we proceed on to teh tarik and makan! :D milton is very naughty i tell u, very active. he keeps running here and there when he was in the pet shop. we chose him cos his active, hahaha, tk mcm hammy, tido aje. chis.

thats hammy and milton, sleeping together. so cute right? heheehe. but even before they get to this stage, they got fight okay. territorial matters uhh. =/

so till here, goodnight people!
have fun with the people u love. :D
cos theres nothing better than that.

2009-03-12T22:54:00.001+08:00

hehehehe. the time that ive been waiting for so long finally arrived. :D kak dee texted me at 3plus in the morning saying that she has safely delivered a BABY GIRL!! yeayy!! andand, im officially declared an aunty to this cutecute baby. :D hehehe. nur khaalishah was the name given to her. nice eh? congrats kak dee and abg an, though i know they dont do blog hopping. hehhh. =/

i simply cant wait for this baby to grow up, so that i can play with her. :D yeayy!! but i think by then i'd be too busy with school already, or maybe work. tsk. :( haiyaa. nvm, smentare sch start, i shall start playing with her from now, though she doesnt know anything, what more see anything. hehehe.

cute ehh!! gahhh!! geraaaaammm!! :D biler pulak aku nak jadi aunty from my side..... =/ hmm..

okie dokie, thats it people. goodnight. :)

2009-02-07T01:59:00.002+08:00

i know i said it once to you that i would forget him, but its not as easy as it seemed. sometimes i wished and prayed that you could just understand what im going through. and not just what you are going through. i understand its hard for you, but its doubly hard for me. =/

2009-01-25T11:24:00.002+08:00

talking about class few posts ago, i actually am attending a haircut course this holiday. just to gained some knowledge, and who knows, can make some money out of this skill ive learned in future? :D

just last wednesday, i learned how to highlight people's hair. huhu, so proud of myself. hahaha :D

im not quite done highlighting this dummy's head yet. but id do it some time this week cos there's no class since its CNY. =/ so, yeahh.

i guess im confident enough if u guys want me to highlight for u guys? hahaahaha. but i wont blame u if u guys dont trust me. im just a newbie, but it doesnt kill to try? hahaha, dah diam.

till here,
goodbye. (:

2009-01-24T22:59:00.001+08:00

remember i said once that i might go back to cik's house with minnie to help out with the cupcakes? well, here we are again. :D

when we reach, the cupcakes were already on the table. we settled down, and chilled for awhile, while cik prepared breakfast for her daughters. (:

soon after, we start to get back to business. i think amina and i are really serious into this kinda thing. we make no joke about it when we are at work. i mean, we do play around with the fondant, the icing and everything, we made a mess in with all of the stuffs. but we crack our brains and come out with great ideas to ensure that the cupcakes looks like nothing else but good and hard work. :D

just look at how focus amina was while piping those frosting. :D beestt. :D

i didnt want to do the piping job cos i was afraid i would turn it into a disaster instead. i mean, its people's cake. and cik is doing a business, i cant possibly ruin her cakes right. so i told her id only try on the extra cakes. :D however, my job was to do the decorating part.

this was done by me, and ata? atar? atah? idk, but shes one cute primary 3 girl. :D cute right? nice right?

well, take a look at our final master piece!
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TAAAADDAAAAA!! :D :D

ALAAMAAK! NICE RIGHT! hahaha. :D cik, amina and i, including her other daughters are so happy with what we had come out with! :D and we managed to finished our mission by the time the person come to take it. yeaayyy!

so people, mau order pe? :D hhahaha. i mean, who knows u guys wna give something to ur loved ones, why not some cupcakes or something right? :D do let me or amina know, who knows we could work some things out. woohooo! cos amina and i are thinking of making our own small teeny weeny business abt it. hehh. okay, and now im getting all excited. okay diam. byebye. :D

till here,
goodbye. :D

2009-01-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

family and i went out for dinner at pizza hut. :D it was an occassion to celebrate for my siblings and i for passing our Olevel's results. :D yeaaayy!

it was just a short outing. and also quite a tensed one, i can say. maybe i was acting like everything else is normal, but deep down inside i felt super awkward, and i was afraid all along. i wouldnt wna say the wrong things at the wrong time to kakak, and make her go all teary and everything. so yeah, after dinner, all of us were tired, from school, from work, and from whatever else.

also on that same fateful night, i got a news from bad that my sister's bf's younger brother had just passed away. goodness, how sad. he's only sec 1 this year, and has yet to experienced the bliss being in secondary school. =/
im thankful that my life has been extended till this far, but im praying for it to be extended till even more further. hehh. :D amin. well, i dont know what else to say abt khairul's departure. but im sure he'd be safe and happy there in heaven. though ive not met him in person, but i know he is one good boy.

and to kakak, i think i could imagine how u felt. the news came about so suddenly. if i were him, i would be in so much grieve. kakak i know there are time u read my blog. so here i am, telling u, to help me tell kathy, that he might have lost a younger brother. but i would still forever be here as his younger sister. okay? :'(
alaa, i want to cry already. haish.

goodbye people.
goodnight.

2009-01-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

after subuh, i could only lie back on the bed, and try not to sleep back. because i was to meet amina at afghan at 9am. so yeah.

yesterday she came over to my place, i cant remember exactly why's the reason. i was in a class when she texted if i would be home today afternoon, and i said yeah. i didnt had any plans after class aniway. she told me she wna come over, so i welcomed her lah. hahaha. :D

she came over with a huge tupperware, with a quarter of a cake in it. :D WAAHHH.. hehehe. she said it was from her aunty. well, she came from her aunty's house. she told me that her aunt went for baking course, and that shes learning from her aunt baking. and amina, knowing me quite well enough, told her aunty that i too, am interested in baking. so her aunt said to bring me along the next time shes going her house. which was today. :D so yeahh.

met mina and kak sara in the bus, and head for cik yanti's house. :D at first, amina and i made cappucino cheesecake. we were only told what to be added, and what to do next here and there, other than that amina and i were on our own. hey, but we managed okay! :D we always had. hehh.

after being done with that part of cheesecake, sekali one customer texted cik, making an order for oreo cheesecake. since we used up most of the cream cheese already, cik drove us to simei and went to buy more cream cheese and unsalted butter. :D went back her home again, and went to tamp mart with mina and kak sara to get the oreos. then came back home, amina and i get back with business, while kak sara left for teaching at coral sec.

amina's kakak sdare was also there, kak diyana? she was using the same phone as i had last time, and i missed it so much. =/ TSK.

after the baking and all, amina and i met ikah at food culture. we ate, and sat there for idk how long! hahaha, but they claimed it was more than 2 hours! haaha, pantat tebakar sia. but there was alot that we talked about, and especially laughed about. "budak tk ckp duit.." hahaha! kekek siak. thinking about how little rice we can afford to give her, or how much lauk. hahaha! nvm, u guys wont understand what im talking here. only the 3 of us understood. :D

basically it was fun, certainly i learned new skills. but it was also tiring, but all of it was worth it kan mina? :D would be coming to cik's house again, she might wna need our help in decorating some cupcakes. would be informed soon.

so till here,
goodnight people. (:

2009-01-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

woke up so early in the morning for subuh, and i couldnt sleep back. cos if i were to do so, i would have been late, or better still, would not have been able to make it for the interview i was suppose to attend at a telemarketing company.

but yeah, i did. met ilah in the bus, and we bus-ed to lavender. and walked to the location. -.- ilah actually telajak satu bustop cos she fell asleep. and i couldnt wake her up because she sits so far at the back of the bus, while i was at the front. and the bus was damn packed. hahaha, but she alighted at the next stop, and walked back to the ICA building. hahaa. slennggg. :D

after the interview, walked to bugis. and met amina there. amina, nabilah, i know u guys were hungry and starts to get tired and all. i mean, everyone was hunry, AND tired. but erm, sorry eh for the incident. paiseh ah. =/

so after everything else is settled, we went to eat at Tong Seng? ahahha. it was funny there. we had good laughs. aft eating, we went to BHG, pk nk carik keje. but i think the security guard didnt get what we wanted, right mina? hahaha, slenge punye apek. chis! then we just ended up walking and roaming arnd bugis junction, bugis street, went to whitesands, and back to tampines mall. haahaha. but i had a mission lah, kan mina? haahaha. thanks girl, for accompanying me.

looking at these two pics, dont u guys agree that she looked a little bit like me? hahaha! it scares me when i was browsing thru my camera album in the phone and saw a picture of someone who looked familiar, but at the same time looked like me? get it? tk phm tkpe lah. anihows, i love you babe! (:

till here,
goodbye peeps. (:

2009-01-01T01:36:00.001+08:00

iffah suggested and advised me to try applying at Giant Supermarket as a packer or smtg like that. so on the eve of new year, i went to meet him and went to the place. otw, he gave me a purple bag. i had no idea what it was, but from feeling what it was, there was many wild guesses. i dont know what i was thinking, but one of the guesses was a VASE. hahhaha! thinking back, what would he buy a vase for me for? -.-

well, he told me not to open it till the clock strikes 12. so yeah, i obeyed his rules. =/ erm, at around 12plus, i went into the room, and opened the bag. dier punyer scotch tape, punyer lah kurang ajar. hahaha. after a few minutes, i managed to open it up. and i found this....

i further open the box, and saw this beautiful pair of sandals!!! wooohooo!!

u really cannot imagine how happy and touched i was to see this pair of sandals. hahaha, such a nice combination. (: thank you very much. its the best new year give, and the only one actually. haahha :D

gdnite people.
HAPPY NEW YEAR. (:

2008-12-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

it was a short meet/outing for today. for the day, i went to Parkway Parade with ibu and bad. i got a pair of jeans and long sleeve shirt from dorothy perkins. and also shoes from, erm, dk which shop. hahaha. then, later in the afternoon, went to watch Bedtime Stories with him at Ehub. (: it was kinda our belated event for ourselves.

after the movies, we visited a cart shop in Ehub itself, and randomly, he bought me a pink bangle as a gift. awww. (: hahaha. we walked and walked, then sat down at a void deck for awhile. he took out the gift that i gave him in the cinema. -.- hahaha. boy was he happy. i could see the tears in his eyes when he saw what was inside the pink paper bag. and boy am i glad to see him smile. hahaha, mcm jiwang eh? sorry ah. =/

then after that, went home. hahaha, sat down sekejap aje. (:

so till here,
till now and forever,
goodnight peeps. (:

2008-12-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

there was a day when amina and i were sitting together, just hanging out at downtown east's McCafe. suddenly i felt like telling her what ive been thinking about for the past few days. turned out, it was what she has been thinking also. and that, was to pay mdm nazrene a visit cos she told us once that her pregnancy dues in late november/early december.

amina texted her immediately, and she told us that we could come over the next monday. which was today! :D

only some of our classmates could make it. so amina, saiful, lam, sandra, alicia, jason, dyana, aisha, mehk, naz and i met at bedok bus interchange. we then took a bus, alighted few stops after, and walked to her house. it was beautiful, i tell you. (:

well, thats my form teacher and her first son. i forgot his name. hahaha! but he's cute lah. one jealous brother he is. (: mdm nazrene claimed he would go up to her whenever shes carrying his little younger sister, he would get jealous because he used to get all the attention. but now, all the attention is given to the younger sister. hahaha, funny lah.

a picture of the boys, plus lammie's hand. -.-

and the two pretty chinese girls. too bad the other only chinese girl left couldnt make it, eh mich? yeahh, pathetic eh, my class only has 3 chinese girls. but it doesnt matter, cos they are enough to keep the class alive. (:

hahahaha! i carried the girl, hoping that she was my daughter. hahaha! not really, but shes super cute lah, sleeping in my arms. hahaha, i couldnt stop pinching her cheeks and stroking her smooooooth hair. i even took out one of her stokings to see her teeeny weeeny feet. until saiful scared me by saying

"eh mira! jgn sembrg seh, nanti budak tu kesejukan tau! tak baek kau.."

hahahah, taik kau. upon hearing that, i straight away put it back on. =/

we took a photo as a whole, without sandra. cos she left earlier to meet her sis. =/ aww, i miss my class, and form teacher. :(

till here guys,
till we meet next time. (:
goodbye.

2008-12-24T23:34:00.001+08:00

hello! back wackie from a 6-day holiday. :D

DAY 1 :

okay, so on friday on the 19th, left home at 7plus, where a maxi cab awaits us to send us to lavender. reached lavender close to 8, and waited for more than an hour to board the bus. -.- it was a 6 hour journey ride to Kuantan. suck. boring sia. tsk. already no network, my phone batt just had to flat.

we reached the bus terminal, and took taxi to our hotel.

called abang, and he came down to the lobby, and we checked in. and head for our rooms. along the way....

went into the room, and my sisters and i found 2 boxes of doughnuts! :D

abang surprised us, okay, it was more for kakak. he surprised her with an ice cream birthday cake!! woohooo! best seh.. :D

we basically slacked and rest for the day. i started missing him already when we were there, tkde network langsung sia. and its so boring there, what else, or who else could i ever think of kaaann.. -.-

around 8plus, abang ajak-ed me go jalan2 and see what's there for us in kuantan. since i was bored to death and missing someone badly, i decided to follow. breathe fresh air lah supposedly. :P but hey, the wind there was super strong man, that it was a red flag to those who wanted to swim or something. =/

we walked along the beach. the wind was very cooling and breezy. and at that point of time, i really wished he was there with me, instead of abang. hahahaha. :D sorry bang.

there were LOTS of monkeys along the streets when the evening arrives. its kinda scary lah. they are everywhere, beside u, behind u, and even on top of u. anitime they can come for u. hahaha. i told abang i wanted to take a pic of them, and asked what if i took with a flash, since it was dark. and he challenged me to do so. hahaha, tak berani ah. tau2 kene kejar seh. =/

DAY 2 :

we went for breakfast, after that siblings and i went back to our room and changed into our swimming costumes. :D the first pool we went to was super cold, and it was salty. bleaahh! maybe they purposely made it like that since it was a resort, the hotel was on the beach itself. yuck. we played catching in the pool. hahaha. my sisters and i have to get to the other side by the time abang finish counting to 10 or 20. i forgot. hahaaha. we all agreed it was a good way to exercise. haahaha. :D

then, we moved on to the other pool.

this pool was much better. not too salty, and its not that cold. here, we basically swim around, talked about stuffs, and piggy-backed each other. all four of us. hahahah, u guys shud try. its not heavy, cos of the pressure in water. :D science. =/

after we had enough of swimming, we went back to our room. sisters and i bathed, then we watched tv. (:

for dinner, we walked to somewhere, not far away from our hotel. we settled down at a particular food place, and ordered. basically the dishes we ordered was seafood. all of us agreed, it didnt taste quite nice, nor does it satisfy our taste buds. but anyways, after dinner, siblings and i walked by the beach to our room, leaving mom and dad.. heh heh heh.. :D

DAY 3:

since day 2 was spent mostly in the hotel, we decided to get out of the place and explore. first, we took the taxi to erm, darn i forgot the name. haahaha. we went to this shopping centre, and window shop-ed. abang brought me to a nike for ladies shop, and told me "take what you want.." i seriously thought he was kidding, cos he's a joker. so i ignored what he said to me earlier. then, there was this black bag which attracted my eyes. its plain, yet nice. it doesnt have huge nike tick symbol thingy like every product has. which is good cos i wouldnt want people to see me wearing stuffs like that. =/ dk why. then abang asked,

"you like that? you want it? then take it. :D take whatever you want, and put it at the counter. "

i was like, huhh???! i told him i'd consider abt the bag, cos its not cheap, nike sia. =/ so we went around the shopping centre again, bad and i bought SIMS cd. hahaha. unfortunately, we now have probs installing it. ape je, tk gune betol. then when we were about to leave, bad somewhat psycho me to buy that bag, saying that its nice and it doesnt shows off its brand. so, i told abang i want it. and he bought it for me. :D aww, thanks abang.

hopefully i do well for my olevels, so that i wont disappoint you, kay abang?

then, we went to another shopping mall, which was about 10-15 minutes walk away. walked a little bit around, there was nothing much. it was already 6plus to 7 then, so we took the taxi to another food place for dinner. we went there because it was recommended by most taxi drivers when we ride on their taxis. so yeah, abah wanted to try out the place.

the place was actually HUGE. its not only one whole stretch, but it was like one whole pasir ris. =/ we then settled down in one restaurant. the food was serve not long after we ordered it. hmm, fast. but it wasnt satisfying to us. once again, it doesnt satisfy our taste buds. =/

aaaanndd, on that midnight, i was awaken by a super duper painful stomach ache. i made my way to the toilet to shit. while shitting, i felt like vomitting. omg, i tell you. it suck, having to feel both at one time. the pain was excruciating. gees. i vomitted on the floor, while i was still sitting on the toilet bowl. =/ couldnt make it to vomit on some other places, it went out right there and then. urgh.

i couldnt sleep that night, cos the stomach(looks weird. did i spell it right? =/) was really upset. hahaha. stomach also got feelings. -.- maybe mine was too tired with seafood, cos all that we ever eat while we were at kuantan, was seafood. pfft. and that place, the food just taste, bleaaahh.

DAY 4 :

i still had stomach ache and have the feeling to vomit, but still went down for breakfast. i didnt wna let dad down. cos all he has always wanted, was the family to be united. so yeah, went down for his sake. but i ended up not eating anything, but just drink warm water. seeing my family members eat, and smelling food, just makes me wna vomit even more. sucks lah, really. and i kept wanting to shit. dah hujung2 sia.

i couldnt take it animore, and asked for the key to our room. i need the toilet super badly. kakak went with me cos she was done with her breakfast also. i rushed for the toilet as soon as we're back in our room. gosh. only then i realised i got diarrhoea. -.- cos the shit was watery. hahaha, too disgusting for u guys eh? but really, its not only watery, but diluted. its not even shit lah, if u were to ask me. sheesh. i didnt eat anything on that day. couldnt make myself to.

that night, i couldnt just yet still. stayed up all night, thinking of how he was doing back at home. and missing spore so much more. missing how much more comfortable lying on my bed, than sharing a bed with my sisters, in my condition. nothing is ever right with me being in these situations. =/

DAY 5 :

its the day that ive been waiting for, like since forever. cos its the day we are moving to KL. there, i think i'd feel more like home, cos its a city, just like spore.

i decided to skip breakfast. stayed in the room like some sick person. well, i am sick. hahaha! they came back, and told me the plan, that they would be going out, go jalan2 i guess. they ajak-ed me to go along. i think im so bored with staying at home, and THOUGHT im fine already, so i agreed. we went out, and sat by the beach, while waiting for mom to finish her spa session that dad had sent her to. best eh.. =/

while waiting, the stomach just had to give me problems, and insisted on me releasing some shit. soon enough, it was time for us to make a move cos mom was done. we waited for her at some place, which coincidentally has a toilet nearby. so i went. while shitting, i realised my menses came. GAAHHH! already suffering from stomach ache and the vomitting thing, now the menses had to come, to add in the uncomfortness. tsk. now its like, stomach ache + vomit feeling + menses cramp. wahh, die. after i got out of the toilet, i felt soooo weak. i was close to fainting, and i told them i couldnt take it animore, i want to go back to our room. kakak sent me to our room. and they left.

i got to hear his voice after sooooooooooo loooooooooongg, :D . but only for awhile, cos its expensive. gahh. then i went to rest. when they came back, we had to start packing up and leave the hotel, for KL.

it was a 3/4 hour journey to KL. but it seemed super looooooong. really. the time was really moving very slowly. irritating, seriously. cos all the way i had to tahan from shitting. and the ride was smooth at all lah! not helping sia.

reached the bus terminal, and took the MRT? to our hotel. while abang was checking in, i was cursing the person behind the reception counter. we were at the lobby for like what, 30 mins? or maybe i felt it that way. sooo loong, ape punyer service. people had to shit you know! and then, when we reached our room finally, guess what? toilet got no water pipe! wah thanks eh! the sink so far away, kakak had to fill glasses with water. thanks kak. :D hehehe.

around 5, we left for KLCC. i followed because they said they wont be home until at night. hell am i not gonna stay in the room along until night. so, despite being in the situation i was in, i followed lah. it was lunch and dinner i think. i decided to order something, since ive not eaten anything since i got the stomach ache situation. i told dad that ive had enough with seafood, i want something else. something that is liquid-ish for a start.

so, i ordered mee bandung. i think. but i ended up eating only 2-3 spoons of it. =/ after that, we made our way to KLCC. as soon as we reached the building, i went to search for the toilet. gaahh, cannot tahan already. after shitting, we walked around. abah brought me to guardian to buy some medicine. then, mom, abang, and bad wanted to go to second floor or smtg. so they went. while abah, kakak and i sat at the first floor on the bench outside A&W waiting for them. when finally they came down, we head on for home. thank god.

DAY 6 :

mom, dad and abang went out for breakfast. while sisters and i stayed in our room and watched cartoons. :D the stomach was feeling slightly better. no more vomitting feeling. but abit of stomach ache, or was it stomach cramp due to menses? i was confused. and still am. =/ when they came back, they called us into their room for breakfast. i didnt eat mine first, cos i dont have the appetite to eat just yet. so i took my prata and went back to the room with sisters after they finished eating.

then after that, abah, abang and bad wanted to go swimming. so yeah, i tagged along. and brought my prata together with me. hahaha. :D i realised, my brother and bad has this thing or passion for synchronised swimming. HAHAHA! just looked at these two pics that i snapped of them fooling around in the pool. :D

and if ur not convinced by how committed they are to their passion, take a look at the video. :D hehehe. my source of entertainment lah they. (:

HAHAHAHA. after swimming, we went back to our room, and started packing our bags, and left the hotel for KL airport soon after.

flight was at 5, reached terminal 1 around 6. oh my god u have no idea how happy i was to be back home. as soon as we landed, and got throught the customs, i called him straight! gaahhh! happy siol! :D :D

till here,
MERRY CHRISTMAS, everyone. :D

2008-11-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

hehehe. met him in the train at simei, then we ride on till city hall. head on for marina square. the first thing we did when we reached there, was to grab movie tickets to REC. his treat. :D hahaha. after buying the tickets, we had an hour left to kill, so we decided to go BK for lunch. (: my treat pulak. cos i cant bear to let him pay all the bill. that wouldnt be nice of me. *ahhhh* (angelic sound) hahaha. then we went to sit around somewhere outdoor, and snapped a few pics. :D hehehe.

i dont know why he likes this picture so much. i look like a pufferfish. -.-

the movie was great! really. kurang ajar sia dier punyer seram. tekejot2 orang pat dalam cinema. i think those who were tahan-ing their kencing wouldve pee-ed right there and then. hahaha. k not funny. -.-

erm, after the movie, we walked around marina square. he kept insisting me to choose something so that he could buy it for me as a gift. but i told him i want nothing, so he ended up buying nothing for me. hahaha, and yeah, he was sad about it. -.- ape je. after all that, we took the train back to pasir ris, and took the bus to his home. slacked for awhile, then went back to MY home. at the bustop, i gave him the gift that ive bought for him. hahaha, he liked it. yeaayy! :D

yeahh, so thats about it for today. it was one of the best days since ive been with him. (:

hehe, we shall last okay, erm, dear? hahaha! okay diam.

till here then,
goodbye peeps! (:

2008-11-17T23:24:00.001+08:00

the family had a chalet. mom, the sisters and i went down for the chalet. the older cousins, had planned and organized some games, okay, LOTS of games for us on that particular night. we basically were divided into 3 groups, and played somewhat like amazing race. hahaha! super fun! we were being kiasu like shit. hahahaha. of course lah, who wants to lose right? tsk. haahaha :D

after us cousins had our games, it was the parents' turn to have some fun. it was funny. dorg pon same jugak, kiasu! hahaha, they actually pushed each other to get the props to dress their spouses! hahahaha! kekek lahh!! naufal, nabil and i were laughing at the video that i managed to get when cik noor was pushed by cik.. erm.. i forgot her name. hahaha. :P excuse me.

after everything has ended, for the first time, all the four of us ladies in the family decided to overnight at the chalet. hahaha. and yeah, as surprisingly as it sounds, it was my first time as well. ive never slept at a chalet before. =/ hehh.

that night, us kids decided to play uno stacko. hahaahaa. never played it before, and hell yeah its exciting. especially when that stacko thingy gets shaky and everything. hhaaha! :D

sape lah yang betuah amik gmbr ni... really, i wonder who took this picture.. hmmm.. =/

and of course, whats the fun of playing stacko if that stack doesnt collapse right? hahaha. playing with the younger kids, skejap jek dah collapse. the stack doesnt last for more than 20 minutes. hahaha. :D

later on that night, we went on riding. *they see me rollin, they hate it... patrolling trying to catch me ridin dirty.. trying to catch me ridin dirty.. trying to catch me ridin dirty...*
hahahaha. okay, i shall shut up. cik fauzi went for rounds with abg amli's bike. (: weeeheee, fuuunnn. all of us really made the chalet area like OUR kampung. cos we played outside at night, morning, afternoon, all times, just like kids in kampung would. but i liked the idea of it lah, family bonding. (:

the next day, woke up in the afternoon. went home to bathe, (hahahha!) then went out to meet him. stories, demi stories from him and wak, then had to go back to the chalet. kakak, fatin, amirul, syasya, iqa, ain, yusuf and i went cycling around 5plus i guess. and we were back at the chalet by 7. (: had dinner, and lepak-ed, played stacko, stuffs like that. it was great.

there was once, we were all lying down in a room on a bed. all squeezy and stuffs. asya was snapping pictures of herself and stuffs. skali, one of the pic, she tersnapped a white figure in a corner. eh sya? gees, now my goosebumps sme dah naek! gahhh! k next topic..

so today, went swimming in the morning, went back to chalet to have our breakfast, then went swimming again. hahahaha. then went back to chalet to have lunch. then we took a bath, and slacked. cik ali sent kak naya, kakak, yuyul and i to ehub, then we slacked at maccafe. (: with abgkathy. then went home.

till here,
im tired.
goodbye peeps. (:

2008-10-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

nyahaha. today's my family's open house. but it was only open to friends. next week then family. so, i invited my friends, whom i can remember at that point of time. -.- and him. (:
lalalalalaaa, some came, some didnt. but he did. okay i should stop about him. hmm..

the boys. (:
i tell you, the two saifuls clique with one another like nobody's business. they talked and chat like as if they've known each other for years. padehal that day was their first meet. but good lah, atleast he got friend. hehh. :D

and a dear chinese friend of mine, came with baju kurung. hahaa, she looked so pretty, that i think nazmi fell in love with her. :P

about 6plus, they made a move. naz, mehk and ilah left earlier. saiful went home. alicia, mina, him and i head for dee's home for raya. (: along the way, something happened. all started from a friend just got to know about him and i. =/ cos he thought that all this while that friend knows. because the friend was super close to me, and he didnt like it. so i told him that i think he knows about us, and that he dont have to worry about him actually trying to woo me. -.- thats why, when he found out that the friend doesnt know until today, he went bonkers. gees. =/

and i just got a good scolding from dad, cos i reached home from mina's place only at 1.25AM. hehehe, dah kaysiao ah. :P

so till here,
goodbye peeps. (:

2008-10-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

GRADUATION DAY, GRADUATION NIGHT.

yikes, today marks the last day of school. gees, how sad. picture were taken. during english, we gave mdm nazrene our class gift to her, in appreciation of all that she has done for us, for the past 2 years. gahh, how sad! :(

our last picture as a class, with ms cheng. shes the best maths teacher anyone could ever have. (: really.

our first, and our last picture as a class, with mrs chew. hahaha! she's our social studies teacher. she's also the best, cos she puts in LOTS of effort in making my class gets interested in her lessons and lectures. she planned games for us, to answer her social studies related questions. and award the winning group with bottles of drinks. (: however for my group, special abit. we got $5 starbucks voucher! hahaha! :D

this, are the malay students of 4e4, with cikgu hanim. she's also the best malay teacher anyone could ever get. she understands our needs, complaints and everything la. maybe its because the age gap between hers and ours are not that much of a difference, maybe thats why. (: she gives us free periods when she sees us being REALLYREALLYREALLYREALLYREALLY tired, or gives us some time from her periods to give us time to study for our tests which is conducted after school, or something like that. easy said, shes really just the best la! :D

also, it was nice of dee to give most of us graduation gifts, like the above. (: sweet kan? hehh.

and most of my classmates, being the last day of sch, sme prangai pon dah start mcm setan. as u can see the picture above, its actually our class clock. one of the boys took it down from the class wall, and throw it down to the field, from our class level. anw, my class was the last class in the 4th level. so we had a direct view of the field. (:

the boys also decided to destroy some of the school properties. haha, abit only laa. not much damaged was done, just messing up the tables and chairs. (:

then, after graduation ceremony in the evening, it was dinner time!! :D mdm nazrene, being so nice to us, for the last time, heh, she bought each of us a Ben&Jerry's ice cream. sweet eh? :D each tub cost like about $5. imagine she had to buy 26. -.- yeahh, theres only 26 of us. excluding our dear ex classmate, damien of course.

and to mdm nazrene, i thank you very much. who would've thought that u would be my form teacher for the whole of my four years in secondary school life? :D dont tell me u have regrets having me as ur form student, cos i know u dont. hehehe, in fact, im the best student u could ever get. :P okayy, NOT SHY MIRAA!

anw, u have been like a counsellor, a sister, a mother, a great companion to me. for all these four years, ur the one whom actually have always been there for me, right from the start. i still remembered about the problem between seok cheng and i, about our Project Work. u were the one whom i turned to, to pour about it. and u were also the one who solved the prob. (:

im sorry for all the troubles and mischieves that ive caused u. i know im one hell of a student who isnt easy to handle. hehehe. ive given u much problems, sometimes with my attitude, with my stubborn-ness. being very lazy with whatever homework or assignments u gave me. making u scream and shout at me, consistently making u remind me to stay on task and do my work.. hahha, sorry eh mdm nazrene. (:
i love you.

okay, to 4e4.. hmm, thanks for being such good and supportive friends for 2 years, or for some of you 4 years. (: or even more than that, right jimmy? :D without u guys, i wouldnt be the person i am today. and i have 2e1 to thank also.

after today, there wont be anyone to be calling me "act-cute girl". i wont be able to keep arguing with weixiang animre, or having nich to say me cute. hahaha, thank you. (: u guys suck! hahaha. alaaa, i will miss you guys la!

so till here my beloved friends.
remember, anything, just give me a call, or text me.
goodbye! (:

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after grad nite, rushed to tuition with dearest aminnie. hehehe, it was perhaps the best tuition session, tadi. amina did something, it was super unexpected. tsk tsk tsk. mina mina.. u revealed the real u tadi. it wasnt about the boy sitting in front of us, though that was quite funny also. gees, ur so obessesed into him. hahha. anw, u did something. just someting. hehehe. :D so funny. okay bye.

2008-10-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16,
DYANA && AMINA MASTURAA!! :D

hehhs. today is dee's birthday. tmr is mina's. so us classmates decided to combine both birthdays into one, and made it as a surprise party! at the void deck. -.- hehehe.

i invited dee, mina and aisha to come over to my place. the plan was actually to like, pray first, then head for our science study time. but upon reaching home, all 4 of us slacked in my room. all of us felt super lazy to go back to sch and study, so we decided to skip study time. :D

while we were slacking, laughing like shit in my room, naz called. he was telling the plans for dee's and mina's birthday surprise. i acted normal of course. and they didnt suspect anything because they knew i was close with naz. hehe. so yeahh, when the time comes, i asked them to accompany me to go LP. just so happened ibu really wanted me to get some stuffs from LP. that made the situation looked even more real. hehehe. :D so, when we went down, amina knew saiful was already at my void deck cos amina was supposed to teach him chem (part of the plan). (: then, we slacked for awhile, and then came in the cake and gifts which was brought in by alicia, firdaus and mehk.

hahaha! alicia smacked one whole plate of cake to dee's face! it was kekek ah, cos nobody expected that alicia would really do it. kecoh!

amina thought she could run away, but sorry friend, u also birthday girl! :D

this part abis sad uh. she was so touched, i guess, that she cried. :D awww.

BIRTHDAY GIRLS :D

the picture below sums up the whole event. it was really a great birthday surprise party. it was successful! wooohooo! at the end of it, all of us went back to my home, to clean themselves up. hahaha. thinking again, sme prangai mcm takde olevels! hahaha. :D

okie dokie,
till here,
GOODBYE! (:

2008-09-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

YIKES! i went for a haircut with baddiew last saturday. (: mcm merepek kaann?? :/ hehe. ohwells, it doesnt matter to me animre. :D heehs.

after the haircut, went home and changed clothes. met him. and we first headed for bedok interchange. i wanted to survey some handphones to trade in with. but after surveying and everything, i guess i have to accept the fact that the samsung phone i was using was close to priceless. -.- pathetic siaaaaaa.. geeesss.

then we head on for bugis. :D wanted to break-fast at banquet, but it was full. so we break-fast at Burger King instead. hehh. it was funny laa. i didnt realised that our behaviour that day, at that point of time was like kids. we played with our food; the fries and the chilli sauce. hahahaa. funny laa. i had much fun with him on that particular special saturday. :D hehh. shhh. :/

then we walked around bugis street, i bought a tube top, with his help. then jalan2 lagi, then we head for home.. daaahh, itu aje.. :D but it was very fun. hehehe. shut up laa. ;P

then the following wed, we had an arguement. i cant recall what it was about, but it led till thurs morning. he did something to my shoe in the middle of the night when all of us are sleeping. -.- but when i looked at it, just at the sight of it, i cried. hehe. mcm sweet kan? he put my shoes in front of my favourite chair (thats the reasons why its still there when the other sofas have been thrown away) so that when i want to go to sch, i can sit on the chair and put my shoes on. :D sweet kan? hehh. im touched.

only then that i realised that ive been very selfish to him. :/ really. when i was having my bathe, i thought, "what could possibly be the reason for him to come all the way down from the other side of pasir ris to my side? and im asleep.. "

he told me he wanted to see me through the bedroom window, but i was already asleep. to think that i could be fast asleep when that boy couldnt even sit still thinking about what we have argued about. okayy, i think ive said enough about this. :/ tskk.

okayy, byebye!

2008-09-14T14:04:00.003+08:00

lalalalalaaaaaa!~

hehe. okayyyyyyyy, i knowww. its been a long time since ive update about something. been busy with school lately. been staying back in school till like late afternoon, just so i could get some of my work done, do some revision and clear whatever doubts or questions that i do not know how to do for maths. (: and yes, only maths. cos most of the time ms cheng is always there for me. :D hehehe.

okay, let me see. prelims has just ended. =/ i hope to get 18 points or below for L1R4. so for now, im just praying hard that the results which are coming in soon will be atleast good enough to pass, and earn me 18 points or below. (: amin.

hmm, went to buka at Lau Pa Sat yesterday with him, together with his secondary sch classmates (4/6). it was great la, altogether. but i only buka with them, cos after that they wanted to go bugis and smoke sisha? tktau spell laa. so mustapha (i think thats how his name is spelled), nadiah, him and i head for home. (:
actually, i headed for cik jah's home uh. cos i slept over as next morning had to go madrasah with them. so i thought it'd be easier if im just there myself, instead of having to wake up so early then make my way to tampines to go madrasah together with iqa. :D im smart. okay, shut up.

i guess till here aje la. (:
till next time.
dont expect me to update often sudah k? :D
byebye!

2008-08-02T23:44:00.009+08:00

okay, firstly.

try guessing whose is which. i think for the ones who are quite close to our family should know la. but lets just try, shall we? (: *

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yeerrr, orang tau, orang dah lame tk update. so here it is okay? :D hehee. today, morning at 1050 already went out to meet aminnie for study. until 1.20pm, i left for home, she left for shahdap's house. heh. then arnd 4plus gitu, beloved sisters and i left home to shop for some stuffs. supposedly.

we went to the bustop behind LP, and took bus no. 5 to our first destination..

Great World City.

we shopped a little. like really little. hahaha. then we went MacD to grab our dinner. then we left. we took a shuttle bus to City Hall. then took the train to Dhoby Ghaut to our next destination.

Bencoolen Mosque. (no destination picture taken). hehh.

after our prayers, then we walked to our next destination.

Plaza Singapura. (no destination picture taken, again). hehh.

we shopped again. a little again. hahaha. tried some shoes for raya, tapi didnt buy any. haha. we didnt shop much, cos most shops are preparing to close aniway. so yeah, went to Guardian to company kakak to get her make up stuffs. then went back to the mrt station and hopped on to SengKang station.

the trip was funny. we took LOTS of crazy pics in the train. and people are giving us those weird looks at us. hahhaha. but who cares? we were having fun! :D

anw, this is bad's version of sundal bolong..

aaanndd, this is kakak's..

kakak tried to act cute. but bad and i agreed that this pic below looked more like sundal bolong version compared to the above one. HAHAHA! step cute tak menjadi! :D

after all that scary-looking picture taking, we started to make stupid faces. hahaha.

okay, ya. i know my face really looks burok here. but who cares? hehe. i was having so much fun with kakaks. (:

thennn.. the fun in SengKang started. while waiting for the bus, we started to take pics again. :D

look at them. mengalemot (playful) betol! i asked them to give me beautiful smiles for the picture, turned out one by one gave me stupid faces. HAHAHA!

unanimously, i love my sisters! <3
thanks for the day out.
it was fun and funny.
gerek and kekek. :D

* from left to right: (kakak/kak muya/munirah),
(MINE!) ,
(bad/yuyul/nurul)
so, who got it all right? :D hhahaha!

2008-07-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY ABAH! :D

weeehheee!~ daddy's a year older now!! :D
as sadly as it sounds, i actually FORGOT all about it! yeah i know, OMGGG. i also dont know what got into me, that there aint a single thought about it for the week. gees, guilty siaa. SORRY DAD!

anw, that afternoon we went to orchard, met baddiew there abd went for late lunch. or was it dinner? hahaha. i also forgot. then we walk2 for awhile. and went home. as simple as that. hahaha. cos all of us are schooling the next day. and kakak and i have LOTS of sch work to do.
so yeahh..

went to Desa Kartika for our lunch. the place was nice. and thankfully, not crowded. even, we were like the only ones in the restaurant. gerek or what! hahaha. :D

sisters and i.

last but not least, the couple who brought me into this beautiful world. happy birthday abah. and last long both of you. amin! :D hehehe.

till here.
goodbye. (:

2008-07-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

okay, this post is going to be a quite brief one, just to avoid the blog from being DEAD. though, it seemed like it already is, seeing that ive not update for kinda quite some time. kk, i shall stop blabbering.

urm, school so far has been okayy. quite exhausting, but can tahan fun also laa. everyday, sleep late, wake up early. soooo much work to do, but seems like sooo little time. haisshh. but im slowly getting used to the hectic life la. the life has been so busy, that i dont have anymore time for the beloved ones animore. or, that is what i feel laa. the only time i talk to bad is like when, i cant remember.. gees. i talk to kakak also, its either abt her school day experience, or my school day experience. other than that, its just basically how to do this and that with the laptop, or other general stuffs.

my time spent with him also has been minimised to the maximum minimal. get it? HAHA. which means its the most minimum time i can spend with him already. we only meet like once a week. itu pon for 10minutes? or less than hour. thats also because he sents me home from tuition. thats all the time i can spend with him. cos other times, im busy, or hes working. so yeahh. (: its okayy.

in 3 months to come, id be sitting for my olevels papers. :S ohgoshhh. kayy, dont get me started. i hope this exhausting days and nights that i have to go through pays off laa. cos i can say, im really already trying my best to pay attention in class and get most of my assignments done so that it can be discussed in class. its not my 100% yet, but i know im trying to meet that level asap. kalau tk phm what im trying to say, then forget it. hehh. :D

so yeahh, sorry for not updating as frequent as i used to. id try to update as much as i can. but knowing that my schedule isnt as free as before, id try my best okay? :D hehh. anything people, just contact me through the my phone. no matter how busy i am, im always contactable through the phone. (:

so till here peeps.
take care wherever u go and wherever u are.
so long! :D

*had my olvl mt oral just now afternoon. the questions was tricky and kinda tough. but i think i still managed to pull it through. :/ idk ehh. shitmann.

2008-06-15T11:59:00.002+08:00

went out with my dearest family. (: we actually wanted to go for the family day that shell organized. but sadly, when we reached the location, we found out that the event has ended. it was from 9am-1pm. baddiew was like "who in the world would wna wake up early in the morning at 9am for this thing?" hahaha. :D

so, we changed our plans. we went to sent kakak to her workplace. she wanted to pack her stuffs and brought some of them home. cos she leaving that office. my sister gna be a teacher soon! hahaha. wth mira. -.-

after that, we went to geylang to have our late lunch. it was a very light one though. because we're going for dinner, after my DPC Campfire at night which supposedly ends at 9pm, but ended at 10plus i suppose. cos i left at 10. and the campfire wasnt even near to ending. haha.

after dinner, went home to have a goooood rest. and TRIED to prepare myself for tmr. tmr is the start of my chem intensive bootcamp course. ohyeahh ohyeahh! :D hehe.
byebye!

14.06.08 ;

yesterday, baddiew and i had nothing better to do. we were basically staying at home, slacking. and also went around to irritate people at home. :D
we were playing and fooling around, laughing at stupid and lame jokes. hahaha. and also going to each of the family member in the house, danced and shaked in front of them to the music that we sang,
"sumba gelek gelek, sumba gelek gelek, harum bau ehh.." hahahaha!! :D :D

so yeah, thats basically how we irritate people on that day. then around in the noon, abah, ibu and baddiew left for suntec city i think. dad wanted to buy a new hp cos theres a promotion for him i guess. he got a voucher laa. kakak and i went out. (:

so till here,
GOODBYE EH! haha.

2008-06-10T23:38:00.004+08:00

heee. :D went to meet up with my fellow 4e4 peepsys. (: but not the whole class was there. some couldnt make it. some, just plain lazy i guess. hahs. well, there was, dyana, alicia, sandra, lammie, matthew, zhi guang, jimson, weixiang AND ME! haha. i met them at bugis, where people buy the movie tickets. and we bought tickets to watch KUNG FU PANDA! hahaha.

we first went arcade, to waste the one hour before the movie. they played the basketball thingy.. -.- hhahaha. but was kinda fun also la. that place super bising siaa. hahaha. :D after the one hour, then we went up to the cinema to catch the movie.

the movie, well, was quite okay laa. wasnt super duper damn funny. it was more to lame. but those who are really boring and got nothing better to do, perhaps the movie is really for you. hahaha. cos when ur bored, ud laugh even to the most lamest thing on earth. right? haha. perhaps i didnt really enjoy the movie to certain stuffs that happened yesterday. so yeahh. hahaha.

then after the movie, they went to arcade again, to finish up the extra tokens they had. dyana and i left them few minutes later, cos it was getting late, and she had to get going. so i went along home with her. (:

so thats all about today.
till here thenn.
goodbyeee! (:

2008-06-09T11:44:00.004+08:00

1st day ; ( 06.08.08)

woke up late, and couldnt find my phy TYS practical book. that morning started off kinda badly, that it actually made me felt like not going for the Troop Camp after school. and i havent packed my bag. -.-

but with lynn's persuading me after ss class, i decided to be there. (: cos was looking forward to meeting faridah! :D and i couldnt bear to miss this last chance of mine to be in a camp with the people and committee that ive always loved the most. (:

so yeahh, went home after physics practical, hurriedly packed my bag and left for camp at 3plus, i think. =/ and i was sick laa can. the flu totally sucked when ur in camp.

and thats valarie, the now APL for Tiger Patrol. :D well u know what, i feel like asking sir to take back the PL rank from ardhi, and give it to valarie instead. cos he didnt attend the camp, NOR the ceremony. which just showed how much he wanted the rank la kan. hes attendance also not that excellent. i mean, i would of course want to leave Tiger in good hands right. it sucked to have a PL who doesnt show his/her concerns to the member. (: cheyy miraa! hahaha.

heh, thats chen weixin. (: I LOVE HER HAIR. ;D

so yeahh. anw when i reached the school, they were doing camp development. blaablaablaa. standard laa, first day is always based on camp development and stuffs like that. then around in the evening, around 7plus, zadkiel, lynnie, jeremy and i went to cycle to LP to get some candles for our night walk, and some gas cans for their cooking stove.

boy, were we super happy to be able to get out of that school for once. hahaha! :D then, seeing that what we wanted is not available there, we then cycled to central. hehs. and u know, some people are just meant to be run over with the bicycles. irritating. =/

then we came back. asked them to take a bathe, while we set up the candles. scary stuffs happened, cos they scared me. but it was funny la. hahaha.

there were 9 of us i think, setting up the candles. so i was thinking, instead of all 9 standing there lighting up 1 candle, i actually went ahead of them alone into the dark to light another one. then jeremy said,

jeremy: eh, amirah, why u walking alone in front?
bernie: huh? where got amirah? that one not amirah la..

hahaha. upon hearing that, my hair was already standing. my eyes was already starting to look around seeing if theres anione else around me, then i ran to join them back. hahaha! busted sia bernie! purposely wna scare people. asshole. (:

there are other times when he scared me, when zadkiel and i were doing our last rounding around the route. hahaha. funny laa. (:

then after that, they went to sleep. the PLC took a bathe. then some of us, jeremy, DANIEL (AH HUAT), zadkiel, lynn, junwei and i, together with some ventures went to central to have their supper. and we were back in school at 3 in the morning. HAHAHA! (:

2nd day:

woke up at 7 in the morning. didnt have a really great sleep cos i kept waking up every now and then.. -.-

went to brush teeth and wash face and everything, then changed to full u. cos i was told that we are to report by 7.40am. and yes, I DIDNT MANDI FIRST! hahahaaha. no time laa. who bathes in the morning at camp anw! hahaha. :p

then skali rain. so we didnt do flagbreak that morning. and the PLC was kinda got scolded, cos the camping standard was kinda low. and i had to agree to sir laa. but its also not TOTALLY our fault. so yeahh.. we were told to help them with their structures and tents after the rain had stopped. and we did. then it rained again. -.-

blaaablaablaa. then we prepared for the investiture. yeahh, now the sec1s are officially members of CUON scouts sehh. :D hahaha. after the investiture, we had our dinner, and then comes the CAMPFIRE!! weeehheeeeee!~ sat together with junwei, zadkiel and lynn, and weixin. (: hahaha. overall the campfire was fun, cos all of us were very hyper and in our retarded mood. so yeahh, we participated actively. :D

after campfire, we were told to change in our PT kit. then zadkiel, lynn, junwei and i were told to teach the sec2s and 3s how to do a layout, while sir teaches the sec1s repelling/absailing. (:
then, after that they were dismissed to go bathe and to sleep. we went back to our classroom, and rest for awhile. at 12am, we went to take a bathe. after bathing, zadkiel, lynn, junwei and i cooked our somewhat supper, mushroom soup and bread! weeehheee~ :D they came over our room to eat and sleepover. hahaha. it was fun sia cooking. funny. even when we were eating, i dont know why but junwei and i kept laughing over stupid matters. hahahahaha! :D

3rd day ;

well, the 3rd day, basically was just the PLC handover, and bring down those camp developments and keeping it back into the scout den. things like that laar. (:

we were dismissed at around like what, 4 or 5plus? yeahh. then jeremy, zadkiel, lynn, junwei, and i went to LP macdonalds. they had their meals. haha. that was where the fun part of day 3 came. i didnt realise that the 5 of us are actually bloody fools and are such jokers. hahaha. and busteds. :D

doesnt the meal above looked very appetizing?

and doesnt the food above makes ur tummy grumbles? hahaha. well, actually, the meal and the food in the two pics above, have been eaten! hahahaa! we actually repacked it, and arranged it in a way that made it looked like as if it has just been newly bought. and know what, for the meal, we actually placed in on an empty table. our reason was to see if anione will be fooled by it.

n knw what? THERE WAS! some actually kept looking at the meal then looked around, thinking who might placed their meal, but wasnt there to eat it. haha. and the other person who was really fooled, was the cleaner. okay, this part, i felt totally apologetic. :/ cos she was an old woman, very small, very cute. she kept her eyes on the tray, but left it alone. then, when we all got up to leave for home, i saw her taking the tray to the counter, asking her colleagues if it was already eaten or not.. and i heard the colleague said "alaa, this one step only la auntie.. "

gees, at first it was funny la. but when i looked at the old auntie, i felt super bad. haha. but the evening with the 4 of them was great la. but anihow, the 4 of them was the ones who made the camp lively for me. (: thanks guys, and lynnie dearest. :D

so till here. (:
good bye people.

2008-06-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

attended school tadi. was late for SS workshop. haaha. okayy, not funny. diam kay. hahaha. after that, had an hour break, then its back to maths class. :/

after being done with school, went back home. (: at first i thought i was locked out of the house, but after like what, 10minutes waiting? mom came and open the door. shes was in the toilet..
-.- haahaha. then i remembered, a story of my childhood mom once told me about.

one fine day, back when i was in K1, after school, i actually rolled on the floor outside home. cos no one answered the door. hahaha!

this was actually a draft that i saved. a post that i didnt manage to complete posting and didnt have to time to post it. so yeah. i actually forgot what i wanted to type out initially.
so till here then.

byebye! (: take care people! busybusy week coming ahead!

2008-05-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

went to school, as per usual.. then, after school, went to whitesands with michelle for awhile.. while hanging out there, guess who we saw??

MDM CHEAHH!!!! weeheee! hahaha. we're like so glad to bump into her laa! hahaha. and the cool thing is that, SHE REMEMBERED US! :D :D :D hehe. cool or what! cool laa abehh.. shes still as cool as ever mann.. (: haish.. missing her damn much.. those dirty jokes and lame jokes she ever shared with the class, 4years ago.. hahaha. maseh ingat ehh. shes the best english teacher one can ever ask for la. really. sorry mdm nazrene, not not-promoting u though.. hehh. (:
shit laa. we forgot to take a picture with her. hahaha. as memories laa. .

kayy. then after that went back home. cos i was gna meet amirah at 2.30pm at tamp. then suddenly he suggested that we go tamp together, cos he wanted to meet shahdap. i agreed. cos i wanted to meet amina also, cos i dont wna hold onto her mp4 and her brother's mp3 ani longer. takot hilaangg. haha. what to do, im careless. :/

blaablaablaaa. then met up with amirah at the mrt control station. then we head on to bugis. dah jalan2, shop2 for her stuffs, then we head on to penin. (: hehehe. now YOU know where i went, dont you.. hahaha :D saje jek tknk bilang.. lalalaaa~

after that went to whitesands to get my stationaries. and then head home. haha. basically the day out with amirah was great. we shared many stories. and i got to know her even better. shes really nice mann. hahaha. i mean, i already knew that fact. cume, just saying laa. diam laa. =/

so till here..
hehehe. take care peepsy. (:

2008-05-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

went to school today. had our EL Oral Prelims Exams. (: i think i did okayy. hehe.

anw, we were told to report at 8.45am. but when we reached school, the 4e2 students arent finished tested yet, so ikah, mina, and i decided to wait at the canteen till its our turn..

however, at around 9plus, one student came down and told us we could go up already. and when we did, we got a good scolding from this one teacher. pfft. dont need elaboration on this part of the story uhh. irritating siaakk.

anw, after school, lepak-ed at the void deck with ikah for awhile, while waiting for haqim, syai and mehk to finish their oral.. then, at around 11.30, i think, he came down to meet me for awhile. then arnd 12.15 we parted, cos he had to go to school. hahaha! yeahh, it was a rather short meet up. but its okay. (:

so after that, went home. ate. slacked. at around 3, iqa came over my house. cos we were supposed to go out and catch congkak. (: she came over, then i siap2.. then we went out and head for TM to buy the movie tickets. (:

we kinda bought the tickets mcm last minute, but luckily we got good seats. :D andand, the movie was kinda okay for me and iqa. cos we find ourselves shouting and screaming at the effects and stuffs. HAHAHA! and we even knocked our head together, while trying to cover our eyes from the scary scenes! hahaha!

but as usual laa, most of the time during the movie, we were basically cracking lame and stupid jokes. just so to make ourselves feel better and not feel super scared! hahaha! pathetic. :D it was a great outing with iqa. and we loved it! (:

so yeahh.. basically thats it. it was great. today is fun! (:

till here then peeps.
take care.. :D

2008-05-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

iqa came over my house on saturday. the purpose was to study malay together, cos our MT Olvl Paper was just 2 days away. =/ so yeahh, we studied peribahasa. hahaha. it was fun laa kan. at first, we studied for 15mins. then went for a break, which was 30mins! HAHAHA! tak guner betol.. :D

continued to study.. breaks here and there.. standard.. hahaha. until she decided to make a move at around 7plus, i think. hahaha. basically, it was great laa eh iqa! :D

the studying DID helped me, in a way. but the paper i sat today was just SUCKY laa. to me. cos i made sooo mannyy careless mistakes.. mcm tak perlu sehh.. :( haish.. dont think i could get a distinction for the paper. and i dont have the confidence to. so yeahh, i really hope i dont have to retake the malay paper at the later part of the year.

anws, holidays had just begun. but i wouldnt call it holidays for my fellow schmates and i. cos the schedule we had is like, WOW. everyday have to go back to sch laa. and its like normal school days, the timing.. only that some days are earlier, and some days are abit later.. =/ haishh.

so till here..
take care people.. (:

2008-05-18T23:02:00.006+08:00

after madrasah, iqa and i headed to bugis mrt station to meet up with the rest of POS, khalid, kakak, bad, and aiz. iqa had changed to her home clothes earlier on, before we head on to clementi for our brunch. my jeans was with kakak, so i cant possibly change my top and wear kain to clementi kan. -.- so yeahh.

we reached clementi, we settled down at one particular coffeeshop. then suddenly, while i was packing my paper bag, to go change to my home clothes, this one guy came up to khalid, and said "eh! ape kau buat pat sini?"

upon hearing that, i looked up to look at the guy. OMG! i tell u, my heart was racing like speeding F1 cars man! wanna make a guess who it was? :D hehhe. lalalalaaa~ so as soon as i saw him, i actually said "eh! baek..!" and walked away pass him fast, looking for KFC for the toilet. haahaha. i didnt want him to see me, in my uniform, and muke terslekeh di dunia. hahaha.

but aniway, another reason also id definitely felt weird if he were to notice ME, being there. seeing him right into his face. geees. i was happy and excited. but another part also felt like giving him that stupid stare. i know why. iqa knows why. maybe mina does too. but i shant say out why. (: and oh gosh, he already have a gf la kan! hahaha. no offense, but she looked kinda a little bit mcm maid. HAHAHA! :D sorry. =/

anw, after that went to meet nazrie at his void deck, and went over to the mosque to pray. then all 7 of us head for boat quay, for the MindCafe. :D eh, that place gerek jugak ehh. :D i really had so much fun with POS there. we played Cluedo & Taboo. (: fun laa seh! spent $10 there each. but its okay. im happy. hehehe.

how it kinda looked like there. (:

and the board game itself. gerek giler uhh. words really cannot describe it.
but it was hell so much of fun! videos will be updated in the next post. i recorded some of their actions while playing Taboo. :D

the POS. i love them ALOT, i swear. :D

after that, we head on for bishan. cos "brother" had to go for work, at junction 8 swensens. :D soo, all of us went to work with him. hehehe. the plan that i knew of, was to go there, and get some ice creams for ourselves. and we did. and he was the one who served us. but what i didnt know, AFTER the ice cream was this.....................

HAHAHAHA! he came over to the table with the cake, singing the birthday song, together with the other 5 at the table! hahaha! mampos. malu siaa! kalau pelan tkpe. people were giving me those stares. hahaahaha. :D :D thanks thanks POS! really love u guys la! mcm nak nanges tau! really. tapi mcm tahan pon ader jgk ah. :D hehehhehehe.

that guy above, is my brother laa! :D not exactly blood brother, but, he really is like my own brother already. :D as childish as ever, as mengalemot as ever. but is as cute as ever. never fails to make people smile, when ever they are down, with his stupid actions. and i hope he and sister last long. eh kak eh? :D i love you too! <3

anw, steffie is kind enough to be borrowing me her mp3 for the weekend. :D its super gorgeous, dont u guys think so? i love it sia. omg, stef, im jealous. hehehehe.

iqa, has got herself a new mobile phone. :( and its also super gorgeous and nice la! haish. MAAMAAAA! adik pon naaakk!! :D hehhe. lawa laa sehh. its nice to type too. tkpe uh, iqa, satu hari kite trade eh? :D hehe. tk boleh tkpe.. kite balek! hahaha. :D

so basically, thats how i spend my beautiful sunday with my lovely and beloved POS. :D

till some other time,
take care people. (:
byebye. :D

* anw, the guy i meant was... AZZY! :D hehehe. what a surprise! gees.

2008-05-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

today marks the 16th year of my birth to the beautifully created world. (:

went to school in the morning, just like any other school days. at certain part of the days, it felt worse, than any other school days. cos some results were in. and as expected, it sucked la. haish. no surprise laa. i wasnt exactly prepared for it. thanks to some asses. but i shall blame it on me as well. (:

i, shall ensure that i put in my bestest bestest efforts into my prelims, and my upcoming MT Olvl papers on the 26th of may. people, wish me luck. pray that i would get A1 for it. =/

and so, after school, had to attend MT intensive programme. it lasted from 2-5pm. omgosh. mendak giler siaaa. -.- and we were like learning imbuhan and stuffs like that. ya allah! mcm tak perlu pon ader seh! and the teacher kept saying "u have to understand the concept.. the concept.."

amina and i was like, "there's no concept to it, god damn it! just by reading the sentence, u can know what was wrong la kan! ..." hahaaha. we were getting to bored and tensed in that room i guess. hahaha. :D

and after the programme, 4e1 and 4e4 had to stay back for mrs chew. while waiting for her, shila came to me, and asked me to follow her. i did. she brought me down to the study area. and surprised me with...........

HAHAHA! sweet or what! :D thanks shila and juz! really appreciate it, and i almost cried. hahaha! love korang laa! then we hurried our way back up for mrs chew's class. -.- hehehe.

above, is everything that shila gave to me. :D thanks dear girl. and i really thought u forgot about my day. (: i love you alot.

and dear girl, this shows u how much i treasure u, our friendship and ur gifts eyy? haaha. what u gave me exactly a year ago, is still in the same shape and situation as how it is now. :D hehehe. of course dah penah bukak and see whats inside la, but i wrapped it back. (:

this, is what juz gave me. heehehe. cute eh? :D a bag of sweets, and also this two cute little something, im not sure what. hahaha. but extremely cute! :D

and this, above, is my favourite drink. HE bought it for me, when we met for awhile. though it is just a drink, it still means something to me. and ive yet to drink it up. hahaha :D and im glad that im happy being with him. (: no regrets. yet. maybe never? hope so la eh. heeeh!

andand this! above, is what kakak gave to me! :D hehe. its a Dorothy Perkins card. haha. very valuable to me tau. malas want to explain how this card works ah. if u guys wna know, ask me personally la eh. or ask some other people who knows. :D THANKS KAK! (:

psst... btw, she was the one who suggested to me to take pics of it to blog about it. so that she has someting to read about when she visits my blog. -.- hahaha! itu laa kakak ku.. :D

so basically, this is what i got today. :D and im EXTREMELY thankful to every single one of those who have contributed to the great day i had today, those wishes and gifts, THANKS PEEPS.

so till here,
till next time,
take care people.
byebye. <3

2008-05-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

theres really been many many many many things going on in the life right now. and finally, MYE is over! :D am i happy or what! hahaha. not really. cos the results would make me feel oh-so-miserable. =/ shitman. im so tired of thinking of studies. :S

kayy, studies aside.. since theres toooo many stuffs, and i kinda actually forgotten about it.. soo, lets go thru the pictures ive taken, each from one outing. and i shall story from there. :D

this, is from our study session. :D

as difficult as it seemed, we both really did studied eh. and we started camwhoring only for 5 short minutes, during our break. itu pon kene marah with her bf. kan mina? hahaa! well for this outing, there isnt much to blog about. cos the fun parts are mostly our stuffs, and what we always do. other than that, we were just basically squeezing our brain juices. (:

this, is an outing with asya and iqa. :D met up with them after our papers, and asya's school on friday. gerek pe! hahaa.

i waited for iqa outside her school area for like 25 minutes? then durga, iqa and i went to central to have our breakfast. or lunch. i dont know. heh. durga left some time after that, then iqa and i left for TM. :D otw there, many stories were shared and updates were heard. im just happy that i could met up with her, to pour out everything that i could about whats been going on and stuffs. thanks iqa. :)

later that afternoon, met up with asya. then another updating session was held. haha. and wow, adik sdare aku betol dah grow up seh. waahhcheyyy. :D im happy for her. hehehe.

this, another saturday that amina and i had for our study session again.

it was a day, where many things happened. many people were there. *mina, kau ngn aku tau. orang laen tktau.. :D * and something happened that day, which i dont wna talk or blog about it. cos it had already happened. wasnt something good. and it was the past. but anw, things are fine now already. arent they aminnie? :D im happy for you too. (:

this, a lepak session, on the 2nd last day of exams. haha.

minnie came over my house after fnn paper. we watched DVD, had our lunch, and i took her out for a walk, to get some fresh air, and talk some stuffs out. that, too, i dont wish to blog. :D cos things are fine now. heh. and yeah, the pic muke tak senonoh right. one is sad, and the other was sick. :D

this, is today. :D and of course, i rememberd it vividly. (:

went to meet amina at tamp interchange at 8.45am, i think? haha. we went to buy old chang kee, and met her bf. then we all 3 walked to the polyclinic, temankan amina laa and her feet. haha. thenthen, 2hours plus being there at the poly, amina and i went back to her house. i changed to her shirt and everything, skali she told me go downstairs for awhile to lepak with her bf. -.- sooo, instead of bringing nothing, i brought along my chem file to study. :D and i studied ATMOSPHERE AND ENVIRONMENT! cool or what! haha. :D not really ah. hahahaha.

dah lepak, then after that naek alek, change back. then din came. wahlau, datang jek bagi muke masam, prangai mcm TOOT. luckily my mood wasnt swinging tadi, if not the situation cudve been worst. but i managed to make him be himself again. so yeah, things were fine. :D he teman-ed me repair akak's handphone. then sent me home. :D

didnt know playing "pepsi-cola" in the bus on the journey home could be so much fun. :D hehehe. and u, suke kan kacau orang maen corner! hahahaha! we were practically laughing at this one girl, who was asleep. and the head went swing2 all around 360 degrees. very cute tau! hahaha. tak baek siaa. gees. =/

so till here,
u guys take care hor! :D
byebye! tralalalaaaa!~

2008-04-26T17:23:00.003+08:00

currently in LP's macd. see, thats how desperate bad and i are to use the internet. (: hahaah. and we were bored at home anw.. so here i am, taking the opportunity that i have to blog.

hmm, what is there to talk about ehh. erm, basically life has been like it always has lately. nothing is getting better, nor has it got even worst. idk laa. i dont think it bothers me animre. :/ all i wna do now is try to really concentrate on my MYE, which is like one week from now. aiyooo. scary maannn.. i swear im not ready for MYE, what more Olvls. pfft.

but i will really try my best, to get the aggregate or points that i want. (:

sports day was fine. have i mentioned about it? okay, skip sports day. erm.. on wednesday, school was as usual. stayed back in school for eng mock test. after mock test, went to meet shahdap with aminaa. and he was there too. we slacked, i finished my maths homework, and we slacked again. :D arnd 6, i think, we left for home.

thursday, after sch, stayed back, again, for maths mock exam. :/ its hard laa. i know how to do the questions mann, but i just simply forgotten how to do it. gaahh! super frustrating ya knoww. after maths, went home straight. i think. did some school work till night, then went to bed.

friday, was great. early in the morning, ikah and i embarassed ourselves infront of the WHOLE SCHOOL. :p hahaha. the school, lately has problems with getting up on our feet fast for national anthem. so the teachers in charge made us stand level by level. at that friday morning, ikah and i wasnt paying attention to whoever was talking. so when we heard the person saying "...., stand." we both put aside our stuffs, and stood up fast and straight.

but when we stood up, we noticed that our classmates and the other schoolmates wasnt even standing, and the teachers were giving us the "huhh?" look. little did we know, that the sentence that the teacher said on the mike was, "sec 5A, and 5B, stand. "
HAHHAHA! kekek laa kaann. mampos siaa. ikah and i couldnt stop laughing at ourselves for being so dumb and stupid. hahaha!

ehh, mira and marthaa laa seyy. (:

so, after school, went home straight and get changed. cos i had to go for tuition's maths mock exam. OMG, people, look at just how many mock tests and exams i have to go thru. haishh. its tiring tauu. then after 4 hours and 15mins of maths, went to meet amina and shahdap. (: we hang around central for awhile, before leaving for science tuition. and even during science tuition, there was a TEST! boleh mati siakk ginikk..

and so, after tuition, went home with aminnie, shahdap, and him. haahaha. i think i kinda scared him with my craziness. idk why either, but i was practically laughing, and talking crap all the way home. and he was like, "eh, u okay ke tak ni?? "
HAHAHHA! :D

well, i guess till here la people.
laptop's battery is gna flat soon. and baddiew is bugging me to make it quick. grr.
im gna miss this internet. :(

take care people.
byebye. (:

2008-04-24T13:12:00.003+08:00

currently having fnn lesson. internet connection has been down, for dk what reasons. shitman. tskk. its okay, i shall grab this opportunity to blog what i can kays.

basically, theres lots that has been going through my life. but thanks to the internet, ive lost count of what it is. heh. but i promise, when the internet connection is all up and good to go with, id upload the pics okays. (:

anw, ive been thinking, but this is random la. i somewhat feel that, guys, if uve ever been in hugehuge arguments with ur girls, the biggest mistake u can ever do to ur relationship is to show them that it doesnt bother u. tau? and its even worst if u leave the case hanging for long period of time. because, to me la, if u show that u cant be bothered, it shows me that i shant be bothered either. and idk why, but if i start to act that way, the love actually would eventually fade. but let me emphasize, FADE, not gone. so yeahh. how do i make myself clear of that statement eh? its like.. u guys are already in arguments.. and u showed her just "how much u love her and treasure her", by not bothering abt the matter.. and it doesnt helps the feelings to come back if u stopped contacting her, even if its just for afew days or nights. really. cos thats what i feel.

idk why, but ive been feeling kinda bad and guilty for nazzy. theres a saying, "u never know what u had, until uve lost it..". and i think that saying fits me well. since he left, theres a sense of missing him. but i dont often thought of him when hes around. and with what i have to go thru with the other one, sometimes theres a feeling of regret in me. its like, how stupid can i be, to leave the guy i know for almost 8months, for another guy that i barely know for 2 months. its like, what the heck was i thinking?? :/ and 2 days ago, i was reading all the saved conversations i once had with him, and his msgs that he sent me back when we were still contacting.. it actually brought tears to my eyes mann.. its very sad u knoww.. and the computer busted, played the song "say goodbye" at the background. which made me feel even more sad.

but i guess now its too late to even say that i want him back right.. i shall just move on. i dont think i even want to have any bfs for now. i know i shouldnt too. so yeahh, sisters, stop nagging at me. im already cutting down okay! (: i shall just remain it all at a contacting stage okayy?? pfft. hah!

studies wise, i think im doing fine again. im starting to cope with everything again. and im trying to start back my studying time, cos MYE is super damn close. but it seems like theres revision class everyday now, till superlate, idk what time. its always unsure. and teachers play a big role by telling us last minute. thanks eh chers. NOT. haha. :D

okie dokies laa. i guess this is just what i wna say. when the internet is going on smoothly again, i shall update more. gtg. byebye. take care peeps. (:

2008-04-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

the week was OKAYY for me. as usual uhh. but basically, i could say its both fun and dull. fun in the sense that i could spend time with certain people alot. and dull, in the sense that, nothing actually goes my way at the end of the day.

ikah and i, have been going thru somewhat same situations since last week. hey, now then i realise, it has been one week eh ikah? and nothing gets better for us aye.. tskk. our lives goes on like a roller coaster. we could be jumping for joy, rolling on the floor laughing at stupid jokes people make or do. but at a split second, we could also break down and cry or go emo and stuffs.

ikah, know what? i really need u right now. i need a hug seh ikaahh. i know u do too. (: id always be there for you okay dear? goes to you too aminnie.
i feel so confused with what been going on. it suck u know, this things happening to me, at this point of time of the year. tskk.

its been 2 weeks since we've last met, and 10days that we've been in never-ending-arguements. nothing gets better for us, or me. idk about you. thats the first prob. 2ndly, 2 days ago, i just officially broke someone's heart, i guess. ive known him for like what, 7 months now? yeahh. and he told me, 2 days ago, that hes backing off, cos he sees that i have a nice life with the other guy. -.- being in never ending arguements are nice to u eyy.. ? 3rdly, another one just somewhat confessed to me that he liked me, and is starting to love me. =/

i know whats in ur head, "mampos. rabak siakk miraa! giler pe!"
but what can i do? its not like im the one who attracts them to me. i mean, they're the one who are attracted to me. get it? i cannot stop someone from liking me, or loving me. i tried my best to divide my time for all 3, but im just a human. i make mistakes, and i tend to forget about the other when im with another. shitman, i sound like a toot. i swear all this is not what i want.

nazrul, im sorry for what happened to us. and im sorry ive neglected u. but i guess the love wasnt there animre. and i guess uve guessed my msn nick, "i really dont feel the way i once felt about you.", was referring to you. im really sorry. ur in poly now, so i guess its not too late to start anew life? theres many girls who are waayy better than me out there, esp in NP, like what my cousin, "ader ramai hot chicks!" kan nabil kan?? suke dier.. hahaha. i want us to remained as just goodfriends, but i guess ur not in favour of that idea? idk laa, up to you. but to me, being my goodfriend is actually better than being my bf. :D cos i treat my friends better than my bf. get it? friends always comes first maa. and i prioritise friends first. so yeahh. its okay if u dont wna be my friend even. ur lost, not exactly mine. =/

okayokay, so yeah. basically, with all thats happening to me, all at one period of time. i cannot think properly, and i cannot make wise decisions at this point of time. and darn it, 12may is not far away. gaahhh! i know i promised, but can we push the date forward? please? i really got so many things on my head now, i really cannot think straight. and i wouldnt wna be making a mistake in my decisions. i want the best for us, whoever it is, and for me. this suck right, people? tskk. :(

dah laaa. enough is enough laa. i dont want to think about it animre. this arguements, confessions and heart-breaking stuffs are making me soooo sick and tired of everything. i dont even know if i wna end it ALL. i dont know, i really dont. =/ and you, if u cant keep ur mouth shut, then dont expect me to pour out to u animre abt in of my stuffs. after telling u, u went and confront him. thanks eh! bodoh pe sehh. tskk, binget laa! ur not the only one that i have to think about! theres other two, now one. and ive got school, mom, parents, family to think about! ur not my only problem, u paham takk??!?!?! tsskkk!

bye uhh people.
take care.
and dont mind if u have difficulties trying to reach me, cos now, im off-ing my phone once in a while, or keep it to silent mode. idk, i just feel like needing some time alone. but a great listening ear at the same time. idk laaa. see how confused i am? i dont even know what im talking. tskk.

* anw, nazrul, i dedicate "say goodbye, by chris brown" to you. ahaha, mira bustard siakk. orang dah sedih2, patah hati, maseh nk dedicate2. :p siak betol. =/ im sorry once again.

2008-04-15T21:19:00.002+08:00

blue ppt, lighter blue ppt, and lightest blue ppt. this shows that copper(II) ion is present the solution. :D

had chemistry practical just now. i just love doing practical which is on Qualitative Analysis. the percipitate formed and the colour changes, is just super cool. and i somehow managed to snap a picture of them, while mrs yeoh went into the lab room to put our practical books. hahaha. (:

school was fine today. lifeskills was kinda blend, but it was fun at the later part of it. with nazmi being as irritating and crazy as ever, sitting behind him has never been a regret for me. and we got into our retarded-ness, AGAIN, and started communicating with each other with the use of calculator, AGAIN! :D hahaha. gerek pe nazmi.. uhh? mcm orang giler siakk. soon we're gna join the daniel club. -.- diam mira. =/

did i say hes irritating and crazy? well, if i do, then let me repeat. hes an irritating and crazy friend of mine! and hes the most random-est person ive ever known! idk whats wrong with him, suddenly he turned around and took a correction tape from my pencil case. and started taping my table. i didnt know what he was trying to do, but i just let him be. michelle was already laughing away, but i was too sick to even bother what he was doing, cos i know its gna be someting stupid anw. hahhaha.

BUUUTT, i didnt know this is what he vandalised. *looks down, shakes head, and covers face with a book, embarassed* hahaha! NAZMI, KAU SUCKK! :D

hahaha. THATS, how random nazmi is. hahaha.
alamak, malu uhh. :p DONT comment. hahha.

anww, practiced 3 out of 5 dishes for my practical, which is coming on this thursday.. :S omgg, takot laa seyy. but luckily all 3 turned out well. and i love the cheesecake the most. cos when i was doing, it all seemed like shitty and bull, but the result was like THE best. :D the only thing i need to crack my head on now is, TABLE DRESSING. mati siaa. im already so sucky in decorative stuffs. tskk. suck suck suck siaakk. :S gaahh!

till here then peeps.
take care.
tata. (:
goodnights.

2008-04-14T12:13:00.003+08:00

hello.
having fnn period at the moment, and i decided to pop into the blogger for awhile. heh. :p anw, the week has been OKAY for me. theres just so many things that needed to be done at a short period of time, it pisses me off. have u ever wished that u could just stop the clock from ticking, even if its just for an hour? i do.

probably all these is due to fnn laa. the olvls practical is on this coming thursday itself. mane laa tak rase pressure and stress kaann. and the teacher only tell us the date one week before. -.- other than that, studies is doing fine. still able to cope, but excel, idk. i'll try my very best to do well for my mid year examinations. and id try my very best to discipline myself to study hard, after im done with the fnn practical. ID TRY. no promises though. (:
but i doubt i can carry on. heh.

* other than studies, everything else is fine. just that one thing which is not. it has always been. it really got me thinking laa, what u suggested and ur ideas and those words. do u really want us to be like that? which is the exact situation as my past? i dont want, cos i know what the future of us gna be like if we were to take that path. to me, friends will always be friends. bestfriends will always be bestfriends. never will they get into the stage of love. get it? HIM, was a mistake that i did back then, from friend to love. and i dont wna repeat it. so perhaps its YOU, who should think carefully about what YOU suggested. =/

2008-04-11T14:58:00.002+08:00

school was fine. but P.E was great. (: kan ikah? haha. the class somewhat had 2 free periods cos P.E cant go on, due to the rain. and the hall was filled with chairs for tmr's commendation day. so yeahhh. the boys was sitting in their own groups, and the girls sat together, but doing their own things. then suddenly ikah turned to me and say:
"mira, kau nk ddk sane tak? *pointing to the sits few rows infront of us* "
"huh? nak ddk sane buat aper?? *confused and curious*"
"dok sane uh, kite 2 jekk. :D "

and with that, i already knew what she meant. so yeah, we both then got our butts up and moved 2 rows front. (: thenn, we started talking, like theres no tmr. and she pours everything to me, and i did too. it seemed like both of us was going through the same thing, breaking up. but hers was official. whilst mine, idk how to say. heh. anw, me and him are fine again. so yeahh. :D

actually, ikah and i wanted to talk more, but 2 periods was all we had. haha. perhaps next time eh ikah? :D iloveyou! thanks for listening, and sharing ur stories with me. (: i appreciate it lots. really i do.

anw, idk since when, but my class has been totally into playing scissors-paper-stone. cute right! hahah. biase uhh. its those games that who lose, the hand would be slapped.. hahaha. ikah and i played that in between our talks. standard uh, bloodshots appeared soon after. hahaha. basically, today was based on me and ikah. but that doesnt mean we forget amina. its more like amina forget us, cos during p.e she was tooo engrossed in reading that book, forgot the title. heh. :D

iloveamina&atikah.<3

soyeahh, till here.
take care people. (:

* im super glad that ur back to the guy that i once knew. and i hope u stay that way. cos i dont think i can bear another bullshit like this. merana seh orang nyer hidop. all thanks to you la kan. but, lets put those as our past. jgn sebot2 lagi okay? :D

2008-04-10T18:40:00.002+08:00

i knew from long time ago that friends are the most important people in my life, after my family. but only now that i see it, practically. ive been feeling down for the past two days. and also was kinda sick yesterday. but with the presence of my friends, even the upset-est person on earth cant feel any happier. get it?

okayokay, the purpose of this post? nothing to be exact, just wna let my friends out there know that they are reallyreally superduper appreciated by me. (: seriously, without them, i think i wudve been having the thoughts of suicides or some crapshit like that.
THANKS YA'LL! :D

to those who have always been there for me, who never failed to make me smile, even though its a sarcastic ones at times, but atleast u guys tried, and thats what most important. (: to be precise, they're amina, atikah, michelle, and nabilah. BUT, i still do wna thank those who had to entertain my PMSes, moodswings, and especially my retardedness ; alicia, sandra, aisha, dyana, lammie. and basically, to the rest of 4e4. can? :D haha.

though, i still wna thank ; weixin, lynnie, martha, steffie, alisa, aliah, ain, nabil, junwei, zadkiel, jeremy. from what i can remember, these people are the ones whom actually tolerated my nonsense, crapiness, and moodswings the most, since they're not from my class. and for that, I THANK YOU GUYS HOR.

i think im getting out of point here. but anw, those who arent stated in the message above, please do not be disheartened. i just cant squeeze my brains hard enough to remember every single one. sorry.

and, MARTHA! this girl ehh.. hahaha. has been my partner for like what, 2 years? and unfortunately we were brought apart cos we were appointed to different classes of different courses. and for that, the bond actually broke up, and we were drifted apart. sadly. BUT, that didnt break our friendship laa. aiyoo. CHOY. we're still talking, and contacting, kan martha kan darling? :D

its really funny and cute, if we were to reminisce bout what we had done for 2 years, 2 years ago eh martha? hahah. i still remember those days when we could just sit on our sits, and just talk all the way from 7.35 till 1.45pm! haha. then theres a time when we would irritate the people arnd us with our singing, during lessons some more! hahaha! andand, do u remember, a time when mr rahim scolded us, for not listening to his lessons?
"wipe that stupid ugly smiles from ur faces!"
hahaha!

oh, theres another time, where we would just ignore mr ang's instructions together. wait, do u even still remember who that guy is? hes the nervous and quiet science teacher, who cant teach at all? remember? hahahah. i remember we would just do our own stuff together while he was teaching, and hand in our workbook, UNDONE. omg. boy, were we naughty back then! haha. tskk tskk. hahaha.
theres still more to list down laa right martha. but then, that would require me to stay up the whole night and day for one year seh! hahaha. cheyy, bedek uhh. :p haha.

simply said laa martha, I MISS YOU LIKE SHIT! (:

till here peeps.
take care.

* and you boy, i dont know whats wrong with you. i told u his name. but ur attitude still remained the same. i dont know what wrong did i do again, to make u seemed like WE dont bother u animre. and i understand that ur love for me has lessen aye? im not quite sure if mine has too. but i still love you. just hoping that u could just be the faisal i once knew. cos i dont think i like the one u are now. :/ idk. im confused too.
tskk, uve really changed.

2008-04-09T17:56:00.004+08:00

have u ever felt like shit? ;

have u ever felt like nothing ever goes ur way? ;

have u ever felt like uve done the biggest mistake, but is clueless of what it is? ;

have u ever felt like crying, but theres just no tears that can be shed? ;

have u ever felt like the whole world is against u? ;

have u ever felt like u love that someone deeply, but everytime u ask urself what is it that make u love them, u cant answer?

today wasnt a great day for me. thanks to that someone. and people around wasnt being of much help also. at times, they even made it worst. had a tiff with him yesterday. over the littlest thing anyone can ever think of. oh people, u shud know that im not that kinda person who enlarges tiny stuffs. so yeah, obviously it was him. =/

i mean, i understand, who wouldnt be mad or upset to know that some schmate of ures saying something bad about urself. right? i understand. but THERES NO REASON to wanting to know that particular person's name, and find him. even if u just wna talk things out with him. what more bash him up. its totally unnecessary laa kan. its just a comment that he made, which he thinks of you. why must u get all so fucked up over THAT?? he was just speaking his mind. tu dier nyer pasal la kan aper dier nk ckp! small things like these u cant accept, i wonder what would happen to the world if u find out theres one whole company dislikes u..

simply said, im just disappointed. i thought he was someone who really had the high patience, just like amina. and u used to identify urself as amina's boy version, and me being shah's girl version. but i think now ur way worser than shah. even shah doesnt get so tight up like u do when he hears people talked stuffs about him. darn, he would get angry of course. but heck am i sure he wont go to that extent to bashing them up. why must u get so fucked up over THAT??

said u loved me, but u cant even forgive me for this mistake that ive done. in fact, i dont even think what i did was a mistake laa kan. its the truth. and u know that i already knew. so, WHY MUST U GET SO FUCKED UP OVER THAT?? its not like as if im leaving u, after hearing what u were like back then kan. if thats the case, u wna bomb the whole world pon, understood laa. but that thought NEVER crossed my mind. to me, u arent the person that someone told me about. and i knew u were like that back then. but i also knew that ur trying to change. so, WHY MUST U GET SO FUCKED UP OVER THAT??

sumpah i cant understand whats going on through ur mind. if this really is eating ur heart out, then perhaps we should go our separate ways laa. is that what u want?? cos i know for myself, that thats not what i want. its not even that close to 12may, and we're already in this state. now i really know how amina feels when she has a conflict with shah. cos in this situation, its more like im amina, and ur shah. totally unreasonable.

ive apologized for making u angry. ive tried talking things out nicely, and not, with you. ive tried compromising with you. ive tried everything i could to make it better for us. but u chose to go the way u want it to be. u chose not to forgive me. u chose to not talk things out nicely with me. and u chose not to compromise with me either. so basically, what we have in store for us in future, is what u chose.

* It's so unbelievable,

And I don't want to let it go,

Something so beautiful,

Flowing down like a waterfall.

I feel like you've always been,

Forever a part of me.

And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,

Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

When I think of what I have,

and this chance I nearly lost,

I cant help but break down, and cry.

2008-04-08T16:12:00.003+08:00

school today was fine, as usual. im glad that these few days, ive not been sleeping in class. or as what din says, "mate maen corner!" hahaha. kekek uhh.

anw, i was supposed to attend heats today. but i then decided not to go, cos i dont think i can be bothered to compete with people who are just so good in running. not that i dont have any confidence in myself, but i know my standards. i know myself that i cant beat those people, and id rather not take any risks. cos if i do, and i lose, id end up being more disappointed in myself. so yeah, better be on the safer side. (:

ohyeah, i went for a scouts outing last saturday, 050408. it was FUCKING FUN LAA! Sir brought us down to Bukit Batok Hometeam-NS Club, i think thats what they call it uhh. well, we were there to play a game called Laser Quest. damn fucking fun man! hahaha. we each were divided into teams of 4. and 2 teams would go into this one room, and play against each other. we attack each other with a laser gun, which u could gain points if u manage to hit the opponent. points would be deducted if they get to hit u. so yeahh, overall, its super fun! running arnd like some army soldiers! (: i loike. i love this thing! and i wna go again! :D

below is a part of how the room looks like. (: its dark actually, but the flash from sir's camera made it look like as if its not dark. but thats not my team though.

sir came in, and took a pic of us. :D hehehe. and we took it, while the others still running around like some mad people, and we were in the midst of hearing the screaming of alisa's and chunkai's. HAHAHA! :p

my team, and the top scorer, JELLY LOW. (:

and last but not least, a group photo of my beloved troop. (: theres never a day when i didnt have fun with their presence. really.

basically, thats all i wna update about, the fun i had during laser quest. people out there, u guys should really go and try the game out. its super fun, trust me. (:

till here people.
ive got fnn coursework to complete.
and im nowhere close to that word, complete. heh.
take care. (:

2008-04-05T00:28:00.003+08:00

many things had been going on in my life. too many, to be precise. so, i shall just update on the days that i took pictures of. aites?

we shall start by a day whereby i call it a family outing. (: i cant exactly remember the date though. anihow, the family went for a dinner at Seoul Garden at orchard. :D nice experience. but i dont think id like to label that place my favourite. haha. cos its boring. i prefer having served with a meal, instead of having to cook by myself. get what i mean? -.- nvm, lets just let the pics do the talking for this event. (:

and i salute this statue above. just in case u guys dont know, the statue is actually a real men. nice eh? i wonder how he managed to stand on that thing for long hours. good job man! im impressed. :D

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next, 280308. after school, stayed back in school with michelle dear. i dont know why, but both of us was enthu to finish up our homework. and we did. hahaha. hell yeah, i felt like a free women for that particular weekend ehh! woohooo! :D hahah. okay, unnecessary. =/
below are some pics of us. enjoy.

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29.03.08 ;

erm, had scouts. my last day of my duty patrol! baek uhh! hahhah. i felt super happy that day ehh. and i was very energised, though i slept late the night before. :D now i for sure know that i already dont have to wake up as early as 5am to ensure that the flagpole is up by 8am. :P hahha.
for that day, we had R&R. and some of the girls and i played netball. and my team, especially valarie, took me as the scorer. everytime the ball reaches valarie, shed shout "AMIRAAHH! WHERE ARE YOU MY DARLINNGG?? COME AND SHOOT!"
hahaha. bnyk cantik muke kau eh val.. -.-

erm, then came khairul, the asshole. he took the ball from us, and started dribbling the ball all around the quadrangle. and me, being stupid and TOO energised, joined him in playing soccer.
and he, being a guy, played those tricks. and then came one part when i bumped into him, or was it he pushed me? idk, but i dropped to the ground, and rolled a few times. pain tauu! :(
just take a look at my bruise below. thanks to khairul uhh ni! scratches maut siaa. thats only one side of one leg ehh. hahaha. tkpelaaa.

if u were to ask me then, whether i regretted joining him in the first place? my answer would have been TOTALLY. cos the scratches hurts like shitass. the ground was as rough as the road, what do u expect? but if u were to ask me today, id say TOTALLY, NOT. (: cos its an experience ive always love. cos i love playing soccer. whats sports if u dont ever get hurt, right? :D

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300308 ;

when i came back from madrasah, kakak asked, "dik, u wna go tngk wayang with me? im going alone if ur not coming along.. "
since ive done with my homework, and theres no test on monday, i thought, why not? so i tagged along. somehow idk why, the outing became an outing with kakak AND khalid then. haha. nvm. so, aft zohor, kakak n i left homey for bishan. went to junction8 to watch HORTON. haha. kekek nyer movie. binatang seme mcm musibut! hahaha. cute uhh. got my birthdate some more in the movie! :D haha.

and HORTON is somewhere in the sky.. if u get what i mean.

basically, i think i really have found my new hobby and interest now, PHOTOGRAPHY. i knew long time ago, that i love taking pictures. but only now then i realised. & im grateful enough for having a handphone that has a 2.0megapixel as a feature. even tho its kinda pathetic, but i still managed to take beautiful scenic pictures with it, like those pics of the skies. (:

wudnt it be great if i could own proper equipments to take photos with? hmm...

so till here peeps.
ive updated enough. heh.
till next time,
take care. (:

2008-03-28T16:04:00.003+08:00

basically, the week went on quite okay. i dont think i shud blog about what happened all the way back from last saturday? haha. malas laaa. =/

so lets start with sunday? :D well, sunday, arnd 3plus, i went over to amina's void deck to study. and do homework. heh. shah joined in after awhile. and so did he. (: ermm, did homework and studied until around 7plus, then went home.

next, the weekdays, nothing interesting or fun to update on. just that i had 2.4 just now. and i think i failed, BY A FEW SECONDS. -.- thanks to the stitches ehh. -NOT!

oh oh! i forgot. haha. yesterday, i met and made a new friend. (: he is shah's bestfriend. heh. no need update too much about him laa ehh. :D

andand, just for ur info laa, the pics updated in this post is produced from a meeting that nazmi, michelle, firdaus and i attend. a meeting of our own laa. haha. its actually to do our ss essay. (: but hey, its a superduper fun meet ehh! gerek giler tauu! we are the ones who filled macdonalds with our noises and laughters! hahaha. :D

hahaha. just look at me and nazmi. muke bahagia siak miraa. hahah. okay diam. -.-

okay, byebye people.
take care. (:

2008-03-18T17:40:00.004+08:00

1st day of sch yesterday was fine, not exactly great nor exciting or anything. overall, it was kinda a boring day. anihow, me and ikah realised that for every monday, the only period we both looked forward to is physics. haha. not because we love the subject, but because we both get to sit with each other in the lab. which also means being plain crazy with each other while mr.lim is busy teaching. -.- :D

basically, if u wna know some of the incidents happened during the lessons, feel free to read from ikah's bloggie. heh. cos i dont see the point in typing the exact same story as she did. kan same anw. hahha. :D

after sch that day, amina and i went ahead to her void deck to study. i think ive found a new place for me to study peacefully. its so quiet and peaceful there, though theres still people walking to and fro. but being there, i can find myself completing my work quite efficiently. cheyy. :P at arnd 5.20pm, he came by. im not sure whats wrong with me yesterday, but was sure that i wasnt in a good mood. apologies to u, for having treated like an ass. :/ sorry. lalalaa~

wellwell, the picture above is me, with my twin sister, shila. yes, i know. i look like one shitty ass, but thats like 2 years ago.. muke maseh sekental kental nyer.. but im not saying im so much better today, but i think i am. :D hahaha. okay, back to the topic. naahh, i just wanted to say that i miss her sooooooo much. really really much. i have to admit, she was the only one true friend i had back then when i was in lower sec. she has always been there for me, wud go through thick and thin with me. and when i say thick, i meant, REALLY THICK. shes really a friend, one of a kind.

i still remember those days when shed come over my house, and we'd just slack on my bed, or play the computer together, sing loudly in my bedroom like nobody's business and more.. really nice, those memories, eh shila? i really need u to know that u are badly missed by me. honestly, days before u texted me that ur back from msia, i was talking and complaining abt how much ive missed u and all, to bad and him. u can go ask her, and him. but idk how uh. heh.

and yeah, u and i missed each other, i know u missed me like shit kan.. hahaa. :D :D hellyeah we've missed alot from each other's lives too. really cannot deny that. and im sorry, for not attending our supposedly meeting, yesterday. i was being such a bitch to make u wait. but ive got mt remedial. and im sorry too, that i didnt make it today too. :/ i didnt know that ur gna wait for me, or we're gna meet even. im really really sorry. :( sorry eh?

we do it tmr okay? i really got nothing on tmr. and this time, perhaps u can wait for me outside my class? just to ensure i dont go aniwhere else aft sch tmr. :/ amcm?

and i do realise that in term 1, ive been slacking in my work, not exactly because of his presence. i was already slacking, even before he exist. but dont worry, im already trying to buck up in school, getting back to the enthusiastic amirah, who is keen to learn and ace through her studies. -.- its hard yaww. haishh.

i guess id just end till here. do understand the reason why, if i dont update that quite often yaww. time obviously is not on my side. -.- okay, talking crap. so i better take my leave, before i start flowing the post with craps, and more craps.
byebye people.
take care. <3

*and i see, uve either deleted ur bloggie, or uve changed ur link. hahaha. bitch. :D

2008-03-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

had commendation day practice in school just now. was quite tiring, but had alil fun too. it was so nice of mr. latiff to buy us bread, and also 100plus, to boost our energy? hahaha. awww, so sweet of him. :P ohyeah, thanks lammie for waking me up tadi pagi. (:

wellwell, i went blog-hopping just now. and i went hopping to his. okay, sounds weird.. aniway, i read his post about his day with this girl name ___ . seemed normal. but i remembered him saying about her blog. and i saw her link. and i regret clicking it. cos shes like one TOOOOOT bitch. aiyoo. in one post, she can mention about 6 different guys, and missing and loving all of them? gosh, what a flirt. it wouldnt bother me even one bit, but one of the 6 guys was him! how could i not bother??

but then again, hes not mine yet. so, i should care laa right.. :/ girl, if u think flirting with him makes u happy, and u wna make him ures, hes all ures. fortunately hes not one of those boys that made any impact on my life, so i guess it wont affect me much in anyway. goodluck to you! cos for all i know, hes not interested in u anyway. -.-

and oh, u, i tau u bace ni.. i know the previous post mcm melebih of me.. -.- hahha. over reacted laa. diam laaa. :x but tell me, who wudnt be mad or angry after reading that message u sent me, but of course with the thinking that it was for you. alaaa, dah lepas laa. dont think im over reacting okay? :D mampos. memalukan siaa. dah diam.

okay, so till here. im going out tmr. hope will TERserempak ngn amina and shah. (: hahhaha.
byebye people!
take care.
and schoolmates, GO FINISH UP UR HOMEWORK! :D

2008-03-12T00:37:00.003+08:00

seeing that ive not updated for quite some time, i shant update abt the past then. i shall just update on the events which happened recently. aites? (:

well well, what happened recently eh? erm.. lets go back to as far as last saturday, 080308. the date and day itself, meant someting to me. it does, right amina and shah? :/ hehs. met him, amina and shah. and we went to TM to get ain's bdae present. :D after that, went jalan2 for awhile, while waiting for that person to finish wrapping ain's pressie. after collecting the pressie, we went to afghan. the motive was to accompany shah to get someting from there. unfortunately, his hopes were dashed. eh shah eh? ahahah :D

we slacked at the area around afghan for awhile. arnd 6.30pm, we made a move, to proceed to ain's bdae chalet. (: he didnt come along, cos i told him not to. muahaa. anw he had to meet his friend at city hall. so yeahh. mina, shah and i had a great time that evening.
best kan shah, bawak orang masok salah tempat! ahahah! :D and he and amina kept bullying me. gaahhh! amina amek chan jek eh!

anihow, it was fun laa. atleast hes not as kukumalu as before. hahaha.

*fast forward to monday, 100308* after mt mock exam, amina and i went to tamp mrt station to meet him. again. heh. :D then we head on to amina's void deck. i did some maths homework. after that, we basically just slacked and played around. ahaha. amina keeps laughing when she sees him shaking his head to the songs we played. ahahaa.
"aku tngk dier gerak kepale, buat aku mcm nak joget jgk laa siaa! ahahha!"

and oh, did u know? they share their own little secrets with each other.. ahaha. tkpe2.. :P basically, i had fun with him that day. he said someting real sweet when i was about to alight from the bus to my bustop. but i found myself not being able to reply what he said. perhaps its just not the time yet? :/ the feelings are not there yet i suppose.

however, what u texted me today, made me think twice. was the message for you, or for ur friend? but i thought he already had a gf? i was disappointed. and u didnt even bother to apologise. or perhaps ur too dumb to even realise that uve done someting wrong? with this, sometimes u make me wish like i would have said someting more about saifudin to shah right in front of ur face. perhaps that wudve made me feel better today? u make me feel like theres no regrets in what i did yesterday to you. can i take my apologies back then? :/ tskk.

u can continue praying that u'll be the one i accept in future, and not nazrul. and u can stop, anitime u want to. :/

till here,
take care peeps. (:

2008-02-29T16:22:00.005+08:00

26th feb ;

we had interclass competition today. the girls had to play netball. yes, HAD TO. lol. all of us didnt wna play actually. but somehow, suddenly the spirit to win, and the determination was there, we decided to try our best to win. and we got 2nd! *claps* muahaha.
well, we got 2nd also because there's only 2 teams playing.
hahah. but hey, im still proud okay for the girls.
GOOD JOB GIRLIES! ;D

below are the netballers of 4e4. (: hell yeah, my face suck. hahaha. tired laa dey!

and below are just some pics of us, camwhoring? muahah. even when we're tired, camwhore is another part of the story. & we never used tired as an excuse not to take pics. (:

and below, is my wound? i got scratched by an opponent during the game itself. it, of course looked superduper teeny weeny cut. but HALOOO! it hurts laa. my skin was torn off, and i can even see my flesh. I NEED THE AMBULANCE! PUT ME IN ICU! -.- tskk. hahaha. ;D

25th feb ;

went to watch P.S I LOVE YOU with aminnie and ikaah. (: overall, i wouldnt say the movie was great, but it was moderately nice laa. =/ i guess the movie wasnt up to my expectation. it was kinda boring at some scenes, which actually caused me to dozed off for awhile. xP muahaha. omgg, malu nyerr. hahaha.

below are some pics, we took after the movie. heh.
after that, i left them, and head to the tuition centre. -.-

the pics of us looked sweet eh? ;D hahaha. of course laa. we 3 love each other whaat. and after the movie, ikah and i kept whispering to each others' ears "p.s, i love you." ahahaha. ;D
influenced.. ;P

and below, are just pictures that i grabbed from hilda's bloggie. since she couldnt find the time to send it to me? ahaha. its okay darls. understood. (:

29th feb ;

had P.E todaayy. muahahah. it was fun actually. cos we get to PLAY SKIPPING! and we actually find it fun jumping and hopping around hurdles. ahahaha. ;D and idk why, but we girls were into slimming down, and toning our muscles up, that we practically share what we know on how to tone this muscles and how. hahaha. and somewhat, they find it fun doing the "row, row, row ur boat.." omgg. i hate that the most girls.. hahahahaha.

while skipping, took some pics. after P.E, took some pics again. hahaha. I LOVE MY GIRLS LAA! ;D

so till here,
till next time.
take care peeps. (:

2008-02-23T21:30:00.005+08:00

No Air by Jordin Sparks ft. CHRIS BROWN. :D

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

If there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived

I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect meto live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air

No more

It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air

OMGGG. I LOVE THIS SONG SUPER DUPER MUUUCCHHH!! the lyrics is like, waaaahhhh!! GAAAHHH! another favourite song FOUND, accidentally. hahaha. ;D ;D

2008-02-23T18:42:00.003+08:00

went out with aminnie darling for awhile just now. okay maybe not exactly for awhile.. went to meet her at arnd 10.50am. then we proceeded to macd, coz we were both hungry, and we needed some place where we could settle down and talk, and updates, and also at the same time, do our sort-of-self-study thingy.. muahhaa. its kinda like a weekly routine for us? coz during the weekdays, we hardly have private time together, as ive got tuition on mon&fri. whereas hers is on tue&thurs. so the only free day we have is wednesday, which we both always end up seeing ourselves as having to attend someting else, but ourselves. get it? ;D and also some other reasons, which me and amina knows. we shall keep it to ourselves then.. ;p

okay, so aft finishing our meal, we took our books out. and started some serious work, in between talks.. then suddenly, i noticed amina looking at someone, then looked at me. i was curious, and so i turned. and to what it seemed like a shock to me, I SAW SIR NICH IN FRONT OF MY EYES! hahahah! and whats more shocking is, SIR GAVIN WAS GNA JOIN HIM SOON! muahahaa! and so he did, soon after.

normal laa, wen we meet, he talked to me some crapshit which i dont really understand. and id just go, "yes sir.. no sir.. idk sir.. hahaha." and most of the time i realised, i gave him this face -.- quite often too. :P hahhaah. and one incident, even more -.- SIR GAVIN ACTUALLY TEXTED ME, "ROC?"

sirrr aahhh. aiyooo.. dont waste ur free msgs cann?? -.- i was sitting only a table away from u leii.. HAHAHHAHA! anw, ROC, meant Relax One Corner. hahahaa. lame right my sir.. tsk. hahhaha. ;D but its fun laa, have some sir to play arnd with. ;D

and so, arnd said goodbye to my 2 darling sir.. *coughs* then left with aminnie for TM. coz i wna go repair my charger. and also go meet up with shah, together with her too. the lame thing is that, otw there, i realised and THOUGHT that i cud not fix my charger animre, because my phone was already 5 months old. BUT, when i came home, MOM REMINDED ME THAT THE LIMIT WAS SIX MONTHS!! WTF!! hahha. i went to and fro TM for 4 times including today tauu! just for this stupid charger! pfft. :/

and unfortunately, i forgot to bring my rubber band! OMG! how cool is that!-NOT! i cant live without my getaah mann. its like, so rimas, or uncomfortable, not tying up my hair. but ive no choice have i? buying a new rubberband just gna waste my money. so i had to live with it for a few hours.. and thanks to not bringing getah today, I REALISED, THAT MY HAIR IS LONG! hahhaa! all the while i thought its still short, coz ive been tying up my hair since forever! omgg. maybe its time to cut? :P

and i also just realised, THAT AMINA'S HAIR, AND MINE, ARE OF THE SAME LENGTH! waahhh. maner laa tknyer orang panggil kite twins ehh minaa ehh? hahhaa. (which means, no wonder some people call us twins.. ;p) hahahaha.

so till here,
till next time,
GOODBYE GOOD PEOPLE! ;D

* and no thanks to the scouts canvas shoes. so much for calling it canvas shoes, running 2.4km in it, caused me blisters on both of my foot. pfft.

2008-02-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FOUNDERS' DAY! ;D

today was especially fun. and nerve-recking, and also made my heart almost leaped out from my mouth.
i guess, i managed to scrape through the flagbreak and flaglowering quite smoothly. =p however, there are some little parts here and there where ive done some little mistakes, just like what sir has corrected me. i would try to correct those mistakes, and make sure that by the 3rd flagbreak, its gna be a perfect one. okay?

okay so, aft the flagbreak, we proceeded with the games and stuffs. we played games till arnd 5.40pm. then stopped, and prepared for flag lowering. another part of the day that makes me wna go weewee in the cullocks. =/ hahaaha. aft keluar baris, they proceeded in the bbq. i could only wish to stay on and celebrate the day with my fellow darlings. but i could not, as i had to go for tuiton.. sobs..

so till here, byebye! ;D

* learn to respect the interest of others, and not just ures alone.

2008-02-22T00:44:00.003+08:00

*looks at the pic above* haiisshh. was browsing thru my pic folders. and i found this. I MISS 3E4 LAA PLEASE.. maybe we shud plan a 3e4 gathering? ;D ;D what do u guys think? muahhaha. ;D

school today was fine. had history class quiz and maths test. hell am i sure that im gna flunk both test. :/ im never good at humanes and maths laa. or easy said, ANY SUBJECT. the only subject i have hope on is f&n. if i cant make it for that one sub, idk what else to say about myself. maybe then, i shud just forget the idea of sitting for olvls this year. pfft. :/

well, f&n was as usual, FUN. ahahha. and today, is was especially funny laa please! hahaha. aminnie laa, make me laugh my ass out! muahahha! ;D ;D

there was one time when mich did someting to my neck. its someting that feels SUPERDUPER ticklish. and out of ticklish-ness, i accidentally shouted "NABEI!". :O then mdm zubaidah was like, TSK!
and aminnie, went: "cher, nabei is her bf name laa. nabei, nabei nabei, say his name so many times for whaat?! rindu tak terkira sey! "
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!! omgg, aminaa! merepek siaakk! ahahaha! but it was so funny laa. hahahaha. mdm zubaidah just shook her head and smiled. (:

that was the first part. in between theres still stupid jokes, but i shal just tell the main ones. :D well, we were told to go back to our sits, as mdm zubaidah has ended our theory lesson, and wants us to get back to our research. while some of us are carrying our chairs back to our sits, michelle said someting like FUCK YOU to someone. and amina, randomly and suddenly shouted out "NIN NA BU!"
HHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!! aminaaa!! wth?!?!? hahahaha! kekek laa siakk! hearing that, i straight away dropped onto my butt laughing! hahaha! kekek laa siaa! omgg, u guys shud be there. hahha. overall, it was fun laa. hahaha. (: (:

so aft sch, stayed back with mich for a short while. my intention was to complete my maths revision exercise, which i owe ms cheng. :P but steffie distracted me. tsk, BIRTHDAY GIRL. :D and then chunchun pulled me to scouts den and made me help them out with the water bomb that we're gna play tmr. TMR IS FOUNDER'S DAY! :/
which also means, MY DUTY PATROL! grr. omgg, im not scared animre laa. just nervous. pfft. hope its gna turn out fine, and they wont think or find my commands sounds weird. get it? nvm.. ;D

so till here,

till next time,

TRALALALAS~ (:

*ohyeah, i managed to chat with him during f&n, and also smsed him for a short while. boy, i miss you so much. hehs. :P

2008-02-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, STEFFIE BEIBAOOO! ;D

muaaaacckkkzzz! (:

this pretty girl above is my stefanie darliing. shes always been there for me, right from the start since i knew her. never once did she ever hurt me in aniway, or treats me differently at any part of the day, or even hates me for any reasons. i think ive done so many things to her, yet she loves me just as much. (:

and stef, i want u to know that, i appreciate what uve done to me, and what uve done for me super lots! i may not show it, but i really really really really appreciate it alot, and i love you very much too! (:

thanks for everything darling. i swear i dont have any regrets knowing u. and im glad that i joined guides in the beginning of my secondary school life. and im also glad that we were forced to join scouts last year. coz without these, our friendship wont be like what it is now. and im super glad that its turned out this way. (: ur much appreciated girl.

and thanks for the super good listening ears uve lent me, didnt matter in PLTC camp, or in any scouts meeting, or even at home. thanks. (:

just so u know, I LOVE YOU. and i sure will be right there for you to lent u my listening ears. aites? ;D

goodbye! (:

2008-02-20T16:52:00.002+08:00

10th february ;

went to bishan park, to give abgKathy a birthday surprise small party. haaha! hell yeah he was surprised! he even had tiny weeny tears in his eyes! muahaha! ILOVEYOU BRO! ;D

we had lotsa fun. after eating the cake and pizza, we carried on with playing uno, and a few rounds of "murderer". lol. until arnd 7plus, we left for the mosque.
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left for home at arnd 9plus? hahaha. reached home arnd 10plus going to 11 i guess. overall, the day was awesome laa kann. get to spend precious sunday with POS(package of sayangs) :P

thanks to aiz for creating a name for us? hahhah. ;D

16th february ;

went for scouts on saturday.. yeahh, updated on the day on the previous post.. erm, the pic above is me with the bdae girl! SITI JUMAIAH BTE MOHD ISMAIL! ;D
pretty ehh? i feel inferior arnd her. :P

and the pic above, is me and mich darling. we're bored in rainforest lab. okay, fine, I was bored. and i pulled amina and mich away from doing their coursework to camwhore with me. ;D sorry laa mdm zubaidah.. hahaha. she also dont care.. :D err, okay.
till here peeps. goodbye!

2008-02-16T21:50:00.002+08:00

PHEW! today wasnt my duty for flagbreak! :D :D :D u cannot imagine how glad i was laa ehh to hear that news! hahaha.

however, the time will still come. and i cannot run away from the fact that i will be the first girl to do the flagbreak. =/ on the 22nd, the day im dreading. haiishh. i hope i dont make lotsa mistakes, and embarassed myself in front of the whole cohort. and GOH? =/ pfft.

scouts today was fun, as usual. we did footdrill, and it was like shit? hahaha. i made a few mistakes here and there. and soon enough, i cant be bothered animre, coz i was getting tooooo tired already. heh. :D
after that, my patrol was suppose to do our knottings. but seeing that ALL the other patrols going for games, and seeing that my patrol members' pity faces, as their PL, i decided to let them have the fun today. :D :D and so, we had games. i played soccer! weeheeee! it was fun! but i think i spend most of the time shouting at the ball, and bumping into this one junior. hahaha. pain leiii.. hahaha.

okayy, so after scouts and PLC and everything, went to meet aminnie darlinng. we ate lunch at macd LP, as our stomaches were grumbling, and the intestines were dangling. :P haha. eww! anw, spent some time with her. talked about boys, and sch stuffs and all. and laughed at the stupidest things.. one of it was that, my cardigan was loose. and otw to the bustop, it actually dropped/opened till it reveals my toot. hahha! then i was like, "eh aminaa! kau tngkk!! *pointing at the cardigan and my toot* kau imagine uhh kalau aku tak pakai baju dalam!! "
and she looked at it, then looked at me, AND BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER. hahaha. superloud. haha. funny laa siakk. :D :D and now im missing ikaah. :(

so aft the lunch and updates, i went and met iqa in the bus. and head for DTE, for juju's bdae party at costa sands resort. spent time there with jumaiah and iqaa. felt awkward for awhile. but after hilda, nisa, and feeq came, everything was oh-so fun! i miss them alot laa. its great to be able to meet up with them uhh. then arnd 8.40, we took our leave, and said goodbyes to juju.

so till here, take care peeps. (:

2008-02-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

hey people! :D

im bored, and so here i am, blogging.

hmm, today was OKAY. woke up at 12pm? :P and then i ate breakfast, watched teevee while doing some maths homework, then disturb and distrupt the sisters while they were making some cookies. idk what got into their heads, suddenly got the temptations to make cookies on CNY holidays. siaoo.. :D

watched teevee almost all the way today. haish. i miss atiqsy and aminnie. its been like a usual thing for me already. for the past 1year and 2 months? that i will meet them, and spend my precious time with the two precious people atleast 5 days per week. so its like, not meeting them for a day, seemed weird, quiet and lonely. i miss you girls, girls. ):

basically, i have to say, today's boring. nothing much to do at home. luckily theres shows and movies for me to catch on teevee. if not, i can die man. and the handphone didnt really beep. it does, but at certain time, and certain period. and only for awhile. then it went silent again. ):

how sad. still waiting for his reply.....

so yeahh. thats about it lah for now. pfft. my boredom hasnt been cured yet. but i got nothing else to blog about. so till here then peeps. love you all! tatatataatata. :D:D

2008-02-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey people! ;D
haha. yes, i know. its been quite some time since i post. many people have been telling me that. busybusy laa people. very busy. hehe.

anws, school's fine. passed my maths test. other test, dont know yet. hehs.

hmm, love life wise. still at the same stage. im contacting people, but nothing really going on between us. heh.

well, the thing i really wna talk abt for today's post is, FLAGBREAK! :/ i scared laa siaa! omgg! on the 16th is my duty. and the 22nd is also my duty??? wtf?? hahaah. i dont want laa sir! i scared! the thing is, i cant shout command. it sounds wrong. to me. really. i really got no confidence siaa sir. why must i be the first girl to do it? can u postpone my duty?? pleaaseee! :/

someone, PLEASE, CONVINCE ME IN SOME WAYS THAT THINGS ARE GNA TURN OUT FINE!!!~ pfft.

today, stayed back to complete the notice board stuffs. aminnie had to leave early for her tuition, so it was left with me and ikaah. haha. we had fun together, eh ikah? haha. aft the notice board, we stayed to watch soccer. omg. its like, its either our school is super damn good, or THAT school is super damn lousy. the goalkeeper, mak oii! haha. really siaa. it was so shocking that, when we scored this one time, me and ikah looked at each other, and lol. really, it wasnt meant to mock him. but its like the stupidest action a goalkeeper could do. he was just standing there in the middle of the post, doing nothing to defend that ball from getting into the net. -.-

so aft school, accompanied ikah to settle someting with wan. cheyy, settle kepe.. haha. otw to meet hazwan, someting super funny happened. ikah and i was singing dear god, but in a spore's-malay-english language. get what i mean? hahha! it was super funny, that we laughed and sing, and it actually made it sound like as if we were crying, while singing that song! hahahaha! kekek siakk ikaahh! if u dont understand, its okayy. hahha. ;D ;D

so till here, im tired. n im still nervous. and i cant stop thinking abt my duty day! pfft. i suck okay! pfft. tsk!

goodbye people. have a nice CNY holidays!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR-to the chinese! (:

2008-01-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

...continuation of previous post.

gavin sir ahh. stop calling my full name laa. i know u didnt say it on purpose. LOL. but its weird laa dey. he was scolding/lecturing us. because majority of the PLC members didnt sew our badges. and so, sir was like "AMIRAH, wheres ur standard badge?" and the next time was "SITI, why didnt u sew ur standard badge?" and the next time he went "SITI AMIRAH, when are u gna sew ur standard and proficieny badges? "....

i was like, sir, maybe the next time u wna say out my full name, together with my dad's? hahaha!

2008-01-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7am, and rushed to get ready and go to school for my beloved cca, SCOUTS. heh. yeahh, i love scouts. CUON scouts.

so after everything, had PLC. aiyoo, starting of next week, im a PL yaww. scared laa. haissh.

andand, during PLC, we really had a good laugh laa. im glad that my batch are a bunch of retarded people too. :D they kept immitating the way the NZ rugby boys do their whatever thing they did before their game. hahaha. cute laa.
then got one time, junwei asked for my number. so that its easier for us to inform each other of latest infos on cca and blablabla. and zadkiel stupidly said, "eh junwei, say to amirah laa: people call me junwei, but u can call me anitime."
its someting like that laa. LAME SIAA U ZACKKY! ;D

but whatever it is, they're still the best! (:

and the pic above, people, are the badges of appointment. from below, its APL(Assistant Patrol Leader), PL(Patrol Leader), SPL(Senior Patrol Leader) . and mine is PL. not high rank laa. but its enough to add on to the stress i have with studies. heh. well well, congrats weixin and alisa for getting SPL ehh! hmph.. hahaha. jkjk.

so till here people. chiaaoss.

2008-01-15T16:52:00.000+08:00

hey people! yessssssssssssss, i know. its been a super looooooooooooong time since i post. but hey, im busy yaww. lotsa homework and stuffs to settle. cant understand how my tingting managed her time superwell. ;D

anws, the weeks in school has been OKAY. has not reached to the point where its fun. HOWEVER, the cca fair was superb. its was really fun uhh. with the girls and boys working together. and some even worked soooooooo close together. and SOME even FELL IN LOVE at first sight, eyy alisa? hehe. u know i know. :P and we think its kinda lame. right noodles? ;D

so basically thats all i wna blog about. theres lots that has been happening for the 3 weeks. but too many to be posted. soo yeahh. andand also, recently ive been appointed to be the PL for tiger patrol. :/ dont think im ready yet. but hey, i'll try my best okay? but when it comes to giving commands ehh, U PEOPLE BETTER DONT LAUGH. haha, coz i suck at it lor. :/

and SIR!! i want back my 200 points that u deducted from my patrol! please lorr, ur deducting it without me and the girls even knowing that theres such thing as plaque? its not fair laa. im a tiger member and im not aware of all the plaques thingy, and the reminder. and suddenly i got a mail from u saying that uve deducted 200points. wah piang. *faints* im MAD! :/
sir, we need to talk. cheyy miraa! ;D hahaaha.

okay people, till here. gotta get back to homework yaww. take cares. anything, beep the phone yeah. :D

2008-01-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ;D

dah besar dier ehh, tkmo naughty tauu. behavee. :D

muahahha.

sooo, went to celebrate her birthday at somewhere, dk the name. (: couldnt celebrate today itself. why? coz i got tuition. hehs. i was superduper moody yesterday laa kann. dk why. hmmm.

took some pics. the pic below showed "Aa". minaa, kau tau laa aper maksod nyer. :D and ikaah, aku tak copy kauu ehh. ni kakak aku yang suroh aku play with food. and so i did. :P and he was the one who came into my mind, so yeahh. :D

and the picture below, is taken while we're on holidays at KL. ive found a new combination that suits perfectly together. wahhh. hahhaha! its simple, but nice. ;D

todaaayy, had tuition. my first day. maakk oii, nervous nyer, takle tahan. hahha. but to my relieve, ader 2 more girls that wear tudung with me. so, ader la jgk members.. hahha. and also, to my HORROR, few minutes later afte ive settled down, NABIL, my pri sch classmate&schoolmate came in. :O was the expression i had in me. hahah. first day suck laa. always do.

i dont understand. i came in, and she asked us to do physics multiplechoice questions. and the topics was covered last year. -.- TAK BOLEH INGAT LAA SEYY! what, momentums, newton's 3 laws, resultant force, resultant moment, wtf?! gahhhhh... naseb next week chemistry. something i can answer to atlast! hahaha.

and todaayy, was kinda the worst day ever. since school started. looong story. so shall not update. im tired. im exhausted. and i need lotsa rest. and theres scouts tmr. and cooking test tmr. thanks eh sir!-NOT! pfft.

so, till next time then. assalamualaikum! CHEYY! ;D

*since mummy LOVES red, the post shall be red. thanks mummy for everything! (:

2008-01-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

heyy, the new year is here, and school has started once again. another year of torture and sufferings. :/ hahaha.

i slept at arnd 2 the night before. CANT SLEEP LAA SEYY. so many things on my mind. school and HIM made me feel so excited! hahahha. so yeah, he woke me up at 5.30am. thankss ehh youu. and for the whole afternoon, msged him. ehh dude, u superduper sweet laa. :D iloveu!
and i knw baddiew and aiz are wondering, who might this dude be.. ITS NOBODY! hahaha. i cant share right now. its not the time yet.

and so, first day of school was OKAY. not exciting. because the class felt super empty. with only 27 people left in 4e4, im starting to miss my friends who still had to stay the level below our present class. ): haiishh. but luckily, theres still laughters that can be heard from my darlings atikah and amina. kalau tak class sunyi siool!

nothing really much happen in school. saw zul. and at ws, saw rifdi. hahaha, he smiled seyy. hahaha. iqaa, jgn jealouss. but hey, he's only a 3rd cousin kann. relax laa. hahaha. :P

so till here. ive got LOTS of homework to be done. and tmr got ss test. soo, TATA!

2007-12-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

people, hes officially mine!
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HAHAHA! kidding laa gunduheads!! hahahaha! noo, hes not mine. yet. hahaha! or maybe, NEVER?! hahahaha. okay, im high.. -.-

well, this guy is abgkhalid's adik sdare(cousin). n hes 17. heeheehee. :P

he was there and tagged along for our cousins' outing yesterday. everything was extremely coincidental, i hope.

becauuuseeee, earlier in the afternoon, kakak and i was viewing khalid's profile. and then this guy(okay, he has a name, azrul.) was his featured friend. so when i saw him, i asked kakak to view his profile, coz i wna see. attracted laa. (: then after seeing his pics, i told kakak "hey, he looked kinda cute eh?" and she said yeah. hahaha.

and dk for what reason, she told khalid. and thanks to that bro, azrul knows about it. :/ hope he doesnt thinks i like him ehh. please, its a little too early for me to fall in love with u just by one look. well, i believe in love at first sight, but talking must be done after that. if u get what i mean.. -.-

so yeah, was surprised to see kakak&khalid AND him there. hmm, was it coincident or not ehh?

ntah laa. hope hes gna join us for the next outing. :P wna get to know you better laa boy! u kept quiet all the way, aiyoo. mcm anti-social seyy. grr. :S

however, overall, the outing was gereks laa kan. but sorry eh people, I was late for the outing. which caused us to not watch movie, as planned. :/ maaf bnyk2!

and just now evening, went over to amina's house there. went for the gym. ahhhaha! kekek laa. mcm tak penah2 gituk exercise. so until here. i malas nak bilang more. tata people!

love korg bnyk2 okay?

n now, back to homeworks for amirah.

2007-12-29T12:01:00.000+08:00

amina says i dont look my age. she says i look matured, and "kakak-kakak"?

so people, please tell me. according to the picture above, do i look like the eldest among the 3 ladies there? :/ be honest ehh.

anws, im home from the superlooooooooooooong holidays. 4D3N in langkawi, and 3D2N in KL. boy, only god knows how glad was i to be back home in singapore. the holidays was fine, but being in singapore is much finer. (:

guess theres just too many people ive missed when i was away. geees.

and surprisingly, the holidays actually made me kinda got over him. :/ well, during the day atleast. hahs. coz during the day my mind was packed with excitement and thrill to try new things in langkawi and KL. u know, those island-hopping, feeding the eagles, etc etc.

took and had many pics, but the camera's with abg. we have no idea why he didnt wna let us bring home this time. whats wrong with u abg?

the one who shud get a life is you, dude! always irritating me and my two sisters. well, ur sisters, easy said. heh. i told u everyone has its limits. and just so u knw, uve crossed ours. n since u didnt take our warning seriously, dont blame us for being cold to u for the past few days. and u seemed sad and lonely eyy? know what, I DONT THINK I CARE. blame it on urself bro. ive had enough shits. no more faces and chances for you. next time ur gna irritate me, trust me, im gna shoo u off. I HAVE MY LIMITS.

enough of him now. im gna siaaap and go amina house where theres ikaah in it! weeheeeheee! and later in the afternoon, gna meet the "package of sayangs"-thats what aiz calls it. hah! cute ehh. we are a package. how cool. hahah! ;D

so till here, good bye peeps.

2007-12-21T01:01:00.001+08:00

wow, 3 post at once? hahaha, thats just because i wna divide the events of today into different categories. the first one was obviously for beloved iqaa. -.-
the second was general.
and the third is for naufal, iqaa, nabil, and me! (:

darn, he looked cute in the pic above eh? hahha, nooo. it doesnt mean anything. im serious, he does! :D

obviously, I LOVE THEM. ive had my moments with each of them *looks at the pic above*
when i was much younger, the childhood was spent with nabil. but when im a little much older, it was spent with iqaa. and now, im spending with both of them. what more can i ask for? the loves are all right in front of my eyes. gees, im blessed yaww. ;D

but since naufal got older by year, the bonding of us 3 was split and shared among 4 of us now. with him in the clique now, nothing has changed. in fact, it got better. with the 4 being kinda grown ups, and much matured, everything between us never actually gone wrong. everything goes on smoothly.
I SWEAR TO GOD, I LOVE THEM THE MOST! <3>

muackz!

leaving tmr evening at around 10. anything, text me kaes. i might reply.
love ya'll. and them. :D

2007-12-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

okaaayyy. so today, went to iqa's house to celebrate Hari Raya Haji. embeekk embeekk. hahaha! well, as usual, the adults or parents were outside, doing what they always do. -.-

not so sure what it is however. hehs.

and as usuals too, the kids, teens, and pre-adults stayed in one room, and hangout. and duh! of course theres scenes where we camwhore!

three little pigs? -muslimah version! hahaha! ;D

and not to forget the youngest in the family tree, for the time being. cute ehh? (:

just hanging out again, eating nachos.

and theres also a teka-teki session. its someting that we always have for every gathering. hahha! someting we call, bonding? :/

overall, the celebration-cum-gathering was oh-so-fun. heeh.
till here yaww. :D

2007-12-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, BELOVED COUSIN, IQAAAA. (:

growing up with you for 15 years has been wonderful. though having to be compared and challenged with you throughout the 15 years, my life will remained silent and boring without u. and though we had our ups and downs, fights, quarrels, im still grateful and feel blessed that ur the one i have to grow up with. and u will forever be my TOTOT! :D

some secrets are meant to be shared just between the two of us. ;)

actions speak louder than words. and the picture above shows me hugging her, tightly. which means, I LOVE YOU TOTOT! ur the best cousin i can ever ask for. thanks for the understanding and compromising uve done for me throughout the years ehh. appreciate it lots. may you live long, and healthy and blaaaablaaaaaaablaaaaaaaa. :D muackz!

2007-12-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

gosh, it has been a roller coaster ride for the emotions tonight. chat with two boys, one made me happy, one made me feel like crying. geees. he suck big time!

really didnt expect to get those words to come out from him seyy. im sorry i cant disclose both the good news and the bad news of these two boys. its between my beloved cousin and me only. sorry hor. its a little bit too private. :/

fill u in tmr iqaa, when i come ur hse for hari raya embeekk embekk.

enjoy ur day tmr people! (:

2007-12-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, MY BELOVED KAKAK! ;D

celebrated kakak's birthday at home, after having sooooooo many plans failed. we gave her the shock of her life, when she came into the room, thinking that everything was over. she went into the room seeing this:

hahahha! hell am i glad that shes happy with every single thing that we have done for her. she cant stop saying; "thank you very much!" "omg! i love it!!"

UR WELCOME KAKAK! :D

and then came my boring side of the day, and snapped this picture. hehs.

overall, im feeling happy today bcoz kakak's happy. weee!

haiyoo, but then harr, i miss that someone lehh. im leaving for langkawi in like 2 days. :(

till here loves. enjoy ur day!

2007-12-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!! HADY MIRZA WON THE 1st ASIAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PARTAAAYYYYY!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D